As the world and Malaysia settle in to the fact that Malaysia was able to achieve what it once thought possible. a humble citizen like myself will take some time to reflect and remember that this day on the the 9th of May, I made that difference.
To greater days ahead for Malaysia. I am hopeful now that my kids and grand kids will have a chance of a brighter future.
Dear blog.
I'll update soon. Been doing some long awaited soul searching. Let's hope it pays off. Till then.
For what its worth, I now know what I don't want in life. Silly me.
I'm almost there. I may not know where I want to be but I'll leave it in Your hands. Trials and tribulations, I've had my share. But I'm almost there.
7am.As a first time voter, I eagerly did my duty. I woke up early, put my game face on, braved the scorching heat for 2 hours before I was able to make my mark on the paper for our future. The future of the children I might have one day. For their children. Maybe, one day.
You never know why people hurt you the way they can. Twist your fragile heart into a knot of confusion. Never knowing when it will be untangled. Or the creases that follow. Letting someone have that power to do just that is one scary feeling.
But, you know the person might just be worth the pain and suffering. After all, you hurt the ones you love most. Whatever happens, hold your head high, and smile through the tears. For someone out there is always fighting a harder battle. War scars that cut deeper into any measly scratches you encounter in your life. Petty arguments were never worth holding on to anyway.
Life's always a strange creature. Anything that can go wrong, will. Hate you, Murphy. I'll never be ready for the next one that comes my way. So, I smile and act like the world is my merry go round. That a great cup of coffee and toasted marshmallows are all I need in this world. Because, just because, that is all I can do. And maybe, that is all I really can offer. A smile.
I've never been so afraid in my life. Oh a different kind of feeling, not your usual pre-exam stress. I know things happen for a reason and I do not question the things He has in store for me as I believe He knows what is best. But sometimes, I falter, like the weakling that I am. To be blessed with awesome people around me is the one saving grace He has given me. Wish me luck and a whole bucketful of blessings. I'm headed for the final showdown.
You know those days when you just feel stupid? Yup, just one of those days.
As usual from my favourite tumblr.
It's funny really how much this little fille has changed. Right now I am trying not to pull out every strand of hair left on my already balding head. And hellooooooo! Where did you huge ass pimples come from??! Aren't I pass puberty? KEEL ME NAO.
So, hello corporate world. Maybe I am not so ready for you yet. I am, of course, coming from a very protected circle of family and friends, like a naive deer in headlights. Spare me a second to breathe, please. I can only believe that with every obstacle I face, there is always something worse that can come charging at me.
SARA, FOCUS.
I need to compartmentalise my train of thoughts ASAP.
Another new adventure perhaps? Inspiration comes in bouts and sparingly so in my case. Mainly because I'm fickle and it takes alot to pigue my interest in something. But as always, God has been good and somehow I have been very blessed, deserving or not. I'm determined to continue this path I have chosen with God's blessing, counting the little milestones I achieve along the way. Cheers to another good day.
