Grateful :D

Friday, November 28, 2008

I'm so grateful. From the bottom of my heart okay. Eternally.


Although this sem has been hectic, results have been released and I can smile again. I didn't think I could make it through this sem but somehow, I did. Miraculously been showered with blessings. Some I might not have deserved but I'm not complaining. That would be stupid.

Thanks to all of you who have helped me come this far.

p.s: I've found a new love! Shawls :D

And the cutie I'm refering to in my pm on msn is not someone I like lar. Haih. Its Liam Aiken who acted in Stepmom. His smile makes me gooey. He killed me on the spot when I watched the movie years ago. He still kills me now :)

Chicken heart okay.

Monday, November 24, 2008

I fail to see the reason for subjecting myself to such torture.


Audrey, I must REALLY love you. Twice in my life I have entered the cinema for a horror film and BOTH were with you.

After promising myself I would never watch another horror film in the cinema again lest my chicken heart stop beating halfway in the cinema, I thought it was time for a change. I feel full of changes now. Obama style. Teehee. Okay lame.

Anyway, I felt quite confident lor that I could take it this time. I mean the last one was....3, 4 years ago? I've grown stronger ya'll. After today, apparently not enough. Boohoo I'm still a chicken.

Haha. But I had fun scaring myself. I DID watch some parts okay. And at least I know the story this time. Means I watched a good part of it. :D

But it's gonna take a lot more talking to get me into another one. I LOVE shawls. So handy. NYEH. Had to have a dose of Mamma Mia! so I won't get nightmares tonight.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

I feel like the biggest shit in the world.


I'm so sorry Aliah babe. And my stupid phone died. Not like you're picking up :(

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.

I shall get you a bigger present now. Sigh. I am soooo stupid.

Are you a Japanese or Korean?

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Friends aren't back from Aussie yet and most of them who are here are sitting for their finals. HENG, LETS GO OUT. :D


So, since the diet hasn't kicked off and the exercise isn't on high speed either, I've been indulging in a few Korean dramas. Okay, I have to clear this up before I continue. I'm not one of those people who can constantly watch drama after drama. Maximum 3 episodes a day. Mainly because I find these dramas so SLOW. Its EXCRUCIATINGLY SLOW. And hor, I despise the sad, bawl your eyes out kind of dramas too. I CAN'T cry when the girl has cancer/ the guy has cancer/ the girl leaves/ the guy leaves etc. Call me cold and emotionless but I just don't find it sad when you make me wait for 3 episodes for the girl to finally tell the guy she is dying when I guessed it 6 episodes ago. Then they start crying and I start rolling my eyes. Its NOT depressing when its so slow. I tell you, I watched Winter Sonata and I only shed two tears during the entire show. I thought it would be nice since it was THE drama but I just felt restless for a good part of the show because the plot was like a ping pong game. Back and forth, back and forth. 

If I want to cry, I'll watch Selena and Stepmom. They never disappoint to make me shed buckets.

So ANYWAY, a friend gave me a few comedy ones to watch because she can't stand the sad ones either. And I was never up to date with all the Jap and Korean dramas to begin with. Friends go "You HAVEN'T watched it??!!" Then I go "No" I never had the patience to watch dramas that were sooo draggy. And I doubt I could watch it AGAIN even if the series was funny. Which makes me wonder how some people can watch the drama over and over again. 

Anywho, the point of this post is watching these Korean dramas made me recall the few times I was mistaken for a Jap or Korean. I worked at a Jap restaurant once a few eons ago and did get that question or remark thrown at me. And to be truthful, it always made me a little happy when I was asked that or was mistaken for a Jap. Then there was one time when I was shopping for earrings.

Sales girl: Are you Japanese?
Sara: *smiles sheepishly* No.
Sales girl: Korean? 
S: Uh no.
Sales girl: Then? *Raises eyebrows*
S: I'm Malaysian.
Sales girl: Oh. Really?
S: Yeah.

I don't know why she was so surprised. I never thought I looked much like a Jap or Korean. The main reason I always felt a little happy was because I always had this conception that Korean and Jap girls are prettttty. Big, doe eyes. Long eyelashes. Fair skinned.

This has always been my conception of Korean girls.

I've been pretty blind. I never had an interest in Korean or Japanese people before this year. So now, since I have been listening to Korean and Jap songs and thus watching more videos, I have a deeper insight of what the majority of the girls look like. 

I'm not implying ANYTHING. You be the judge. After watching more videos, I realise the Korean fans look VERY different from their idols. It's not surprising how these girls worship their local idols. Then I remembered how big an issue plastic surgery is for the girls over there. I don't know how true the stories are but I read that almost all the Korean singers went through plastic surgery before they could even become famous. No wonder those girls want plastic surgery for their birthdays :(

So now if I ever get another comment on whether I am a Jap or Korean, I'll always wonder, " Do I look THAT bad?" There's always a 50/50 chance. Either you look like a pretty singer.... or you don't. Which means the majority of the population. Sigh. Dreams crushed yet again.

Bum

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

You know you're a bum when the awesome plans to exercise during the holidays never materialise. Sigh. Planning was so easy.


I wanted to write something deep. Thought provoking. I lost the drive. I need my mojo back.

I'm alive dear readers. I can't believe one year has gone. I feel nostalgic. 

Call me out yumcha soon cause the diet is starting soon.

A friend commented he wishes he was more like me because I was a bit hyper today. Haha. I was laughing at the irony. He has NEVER seen me during exam or assignment period for that matter. But yes, I do wish I could always be happy even during those bleak times.

***********

Romeo and Juliet has gotta be one of the better books I've read thus far. 

I know.

I'm such a sap. But I can't help it. I never thought I would enjoy reading a play which I admit was not so easy to stomach at parts. Yes its a play if you didn't already know. I only could finish it because I roughly knew the play. But its so nice to read the actual words of a love story that has survived since the 1600's. 

Romeo: Did my heart love till now? forswear it, sight! 
              For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night.

*swoooons*

Tag you once, tag you twice.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Instructions: Never see the questions before you arrange the names.

1. Adeline 
2. Germae
3. Charlene
4. Dominic
5. Audrey Ng

1. How did you meet 1. Adeline?
During our sisters' concert. Remember Heng :)

2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1. Adeline ?
0. No 1. Oklah. 9.5. See I love her.

3. How long you have known 4. Dominic ?
This year! Partner in crime.

4. How do you know number 3. Charlene?
Since primary school. Librarians. We weren't close then. Now is a different story.

5. Where's 5. Audrey?
In Melbourne Uni stealing all the hot guys. :(

6. A fact about number 1.Adeline

She talks a lot. Like ALOT. :D 

7. Who is 4. Dominic going out with?
I don't know the girl. I'll bug him later. Haha.

8. What does 1. Adeline do for a living?
She is gonna marry a rich tycoon and live happily ever after ordering maids around. Haha. She is currently studying to be a very successful accountant.

9. Would you live with number 3. Charlene?
Sureee. If she can put up with me :)

10. What do you like about number 2. Germae?
She makes me laugh with her infectious laugh.

11. Do you miss number 5. Audrey?
Uh huh :( But she is coming back soon :)

12. Would you make out with number 4. Dominic?
No way. You want me to die ah? He ada gf.

13. What's your opinion on number 2. Germae?
Aiyah. So smart. And witty :)

14. What's your favourite memory with number 5. Audrey?
Hmmmm. I've known her forever too. Oh OH. I remember. Its not a favourite memory but it sure makes me laugh NOW. Remember the DOG in form 2 Drey??? When we were walking to school to "play" badminton.  Huhuhu.

15. What will you do if number 1. Adeline and 2. Germae were going out?
Haha. The world would be deaf cause both have loud voices. The laughter would kill us all.

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5. Audrey?
Of course.

17. Have you ever slept at 2. Germae's house?
Nope

18. Do you hang out with 3. Charlene a lot?
Yeah. Same uni.

19. Who have you known the longest?
Either no 2, 3, or 5. All since primary school. Was closer to no 5. Audrey cause we were in the same class.

20. What will happen if number 1. Adeline and 5. Audrey have a relationship?
They are in one. Inseperable I tell you. Continents apart somemore.

21. How often do you talk to 1. Adeline?
Often. Too often :)

22. What about 2. Germae?
Every week at least through sms.

23. Have you ever thought of 3. Charlene more than a friend?
Haha. We ARE more than friends. Heh. Joking la. But she's the best. I don't have to finish my sentences with her.

24. Would you go on a date with number 5. Audrey?
She also won't date me laaa.

25. Do you dream about number 2. Germae?
Haha. I'm sorry. NOPE. 

26. What did no.4 Dominic did to you that you can never forget?
Haha. Our Mission Impossible plans. So fun. He didn't do anything to me la.

27. What have you done for/to 1. Adeline that the person never forgets?
Hmmm. Can you ask her?

28. What's 3. Charlene's hobby?
Haha. Shopping. We have a common hobby too. Getting nicknames for ppl.

29. Tag more people.

Anyone ok? Feel free.

Its True.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Even the eraser had enough of exams. Its true.


It disappeared on me today :(

I was making sure I didn't lose it but somehow I still managed too. Retracing my steps was a futile effort.

Damnit I still have Engineering Maths! Not like I'm complaining really. Ok I am. Just a teeny wee bit. 

I didn't want to go buy a new eraser from the bookshop as I quite detest the guy after an incident. I knew I had spare ones at home.

p.s: You'd think I would have an eraser at home. I didn't. Had to borrow from the sister. Hopeless.

Bah. Going out. Toodles.

 
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