My my, just how much I missed you.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

*Blogger is being a pain because I had to retype this post 3 times.*

Finally. When you thought the day will never come. I finally had a proper meal. No more instant oats, noodles or baked beans.

Then again, I'm always restless after exams. I don't know what to do. Everyone is busy. I guess it's because everyone still has papers and come to think of it, I do have one more as well. Bah! Humbug. Teehee.

But finally right. A much needed breather. I am grateful He has helped me come this far. When I thought I would never make it.Sometimes a little faith goes a loooooooong way.

So, since the hellish week ended with a BANG yesterday, I've been...watching dramas :) Heh. And Gleeeeee! I forgot to watch it on Thursday night! Even the roomie was thinking of knocking on my door to ask me why I wasn't watching it. Awwwwwh. But nah, was too stressed out for the paper the next day to watch anyway. Tis the life.

So far, the papers have been OKAY. Except yesterday's one. But I have faith as I have said.

*Yesterday while talking to E & Y*

S: What did you think of the paper?? So hard!

E: Yeah! Then I was soooooo freaking cold! (It is winter in Melbourne for you peeps who do not know). I couldn't even write properly. My hands were freezing.

S: Yeah but my place wasn't too cold though. Yesterday was colder. And I wasn't sitting near heaters either. Hmmm, were you cold Y? (Y was sitting next to me in the exam hall)

Y: The paper was so hard it made me 'hot' just doing it. No time to feel cold also.

S & E: *burst out laughing*

Heh. I love awesome friends that can make me laugh. Even after a hard paper.

I braved the 8 degrees weather to go out and buy breakfast this morning. Because if you know me well enough, not having breakfast makes me cranky. But you still love me :) Can't wait for all my breakfast dates next week! So anyway, my cupboards were empty except for instant oats and tea packets. Nil instant noodles even. Then again, the 6 packets I bought in... March lasted me this far. Don't laugh okay! I just don't eat much instant noodles.

Sometimes, I wish I didn't have so much time to think. Because it means I need to start thinking of what to do soon. Like, real soon. (I should be graduating at the end of the year.) I hate not having a clear direction. The future is so hazy. And Melbourne's early morning foggy weather is not to blame for this one. Study, work, bum? Ok, not bum. I hate being idle anyway. I guess I contradict myself more often than not. I don't like people telling em what to do but when they don't give me their two cents, I have no idea which direction to take. Should I follow my heart? Or head? Heart or head? I don't want to regret my decision. Grrr. And don't give me that BS that life is too short for regrets etc. This is my future. Not a decision about buying that pair of heels. But I'll make up my mind soooooooon. :)

The hols will be here soooon. I'm glad I have some holiday plans. Brissy and GC here I come. But for the rest of the time I should be in Melbourne. Missing the family :( But at least they are coming in Dec. Stupid expensive air tickets.

I hate being idle so HOPEFULLY there will be some part time work to slot into my planner and keep me busy. I have some next week thank goodness (voice recording and marketing runs if you didn't know). I can't bear the thought of being under house arrest because I need to study for ONE paper :C

Heh. So there you have it. The update. I blog best when I should be doing other things. On a last note..

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

:)