Saturday, June 26, 2010
Happy holiday guys! Its the time when friends from the UK, Malaysia and Aus actually have the same holiday period, give or take a few. Skype date soooooooon?
Dream a little dream of me
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Puzzled muzzled. Indeed.
I had a dream. No, seriously I did. It was sweet. I don't understand how you guys were in it just yet though. And I'm usually quite good at figuring out why certain people appear in my dreams. But for the life of me I can't understand this one. But nonetheless, the memory is fading. Like always. Did I mention this dream was sweet? :)
Childish girly fantasies as usual. Maybe it was the talk I had with P the other day that made me think of you guys again. Maybe.
Ah, what the heck. I'll be happy in my dreams.
My my, just how much I missed you.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
*Blogger is being a pain because I had to retype this post 3 times.*
Finally. When you thought the day will never come. I finally had a proper meal. No more instant oats, noodles or baked beans.
Then again, I'm always restless after exams. I don't know what to do. Everyone is busy. I guess it's because everyone still has papers and come to think of it, I do have one more as well. Bah! Humbug. Teehee.
But finally right. A much needed breather. I am grateful He has helped me come this far. When I thought I would never make it.Sometimes a little faith goes a loooooooong way.
So, since the hellish week ended with a BANG yesterday, I've been...watching dramas :) Heh. And Gleeeeee! I forgot to watch it on Thursday night! Even the roomie was thinking of knocking on my door to ask me why I wasn't watching it. Awwwwwh. But nah, was too stressed out for the paper the next day to watch anyway. Tis the life.
So far, the papers have been OKAY. Except yesterday's one. But I have faith as I have said.
*Yesterday while talking to E & Y*
S: What did you think of the paper?? So hard!
E: Yeah! Then I was soooooo freaking cold! (It is winter in Melbourne for you peeps who do not know). I couldn't even write properly. My hands were freezing.
S: Yeah but my place wasn't too cold though. Yesterday was colder. And I wasn't sitting near heaters either. Hmmm, were you cold Y? (Y was sitting next to me in the exam hall)
Y: The paper was so hard it made me 'hot' just doing it. No time to feel cold also.
S & E: *burst out laughing*
Heh. I love awesome friends that can make me laugh. Even after a hard paper.
I braved the 8 degrees weather to go out and buy breakfast this morning. Because if you know me well enough, not having breakfast makes me cranky. But you still love me :) Can't wait for all my breakfast dates next week! So anyway, my cupboards were empty except for instant oats and tea packets. Nil instant noodles even. Then again, the 6 packets I bought in... March lasted me this far. Don't laugh okay! I just don't eat much instant noodles.
Sometimes, I wish I didn't have so much time to think. Because it means I need to start thinking of what to do soon. Like, real soon. (I should be graduating at the end of the year.) I hate not having a clear direction. The future is so hazy. And Melbourne's early morning foggy weather is not to blame for this one. Study, work, bum? Ok, not bum. I hate being idle anyway. I guess I contradict myself more often than not. I don't like people telling em what to do but when they don't give me their two cents, I have no idea which direction to take. Should I follow my heart? Or head? Heart or head? I don't want to regret my decision. Grrr. And don't give me that BS that life is too short for regrets etc. This is my future. Not a decision about buying that pair of heels. But I'll make up my mind soooooooon. :)
The hols will be here soooon. I'm glad I have some holiday plans. Brissy and GC here I come. But for the rest of the time I should be in Melbourne. Missing the family :( But at least they are coming in Dec. Stupid expensive air tickets.
I hate being idle so HOPEFULLY there will be some part time work to slot into my planner and keep me busy. I have some next week thank goodness (voice recording and marketing runs if you didn't know). I can't bear the thought of being under house arrest because I need to study for ONE paper :C
Heh. So there you have it. The update. I blog best when I should be doing other things. On a last note..
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
:)
Here we go again
Monday, June 07, 2010
I hate letting this vicious cycle of exam stress get to me every time the exam season comes and I feel the need to crawl into mummy's lap.
When will I ever grow up?
Coffee, my love.
Thursday, June 03, 2010
No, I shall not turn into a coffee addict. I shall nooooooooot.
Coffee is baaaaad.
Bad I tell you. Baaaaaaaaad. Turning into a sheep.
Do not succumb to the temptation.
Sigh. Denial is the first step to acceptance.
And a skinny flat white, no sugar please, always makes my day. Always.
Since I do not have a coffee maker...
*Walks to the kitchen for my instant coffee flavoured water*
When all is said and done.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Weeeeeeeek...... SWOTVAC.
Dang! Where did the semester go.
One week baby. Bring it on.
I need my Boost :)
WEEK 11
Friday, May 21, 2010
In the end, it all comes down to this. Pardon me. Exams are in 2 left corners and I have barely started to get in touch with my inner nerd self. Yes, contrary to popular belief, I do not study. I am currently rethinking my plan for the very near future and I need timeeeee. Cause I am such an indecisive brat.
Things are slowing down at least. I think. My planner does not have crazy amount of dates/meetings to attend anyway. Which is good for the moment but I realise that because of the hectic 3 months, I just can't stay put for long now. And I talk faster. Hoho. I blame it on work.
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Just a gist: (because I should be mugging my books now)
AGM is over. Forms to fill in :( But am ecstatically happy for the new committee :)
Got a part time job. Pay is not too bad and as long as it doesn't take up too much of my time, its all good.
I need to cram a whole semester's worth of studies in 2 weeks. Lord, help me. I try okaaaay.
Going for Fame the Musical for FREEEEEEE. That's right, loathe me :) Heh.
Just received 500 bucks to spend on anything. Yup, ANYTHING. Which I already spent some on shopping. C.O.N.T.R.O.L. Sara.
I need to sew my mouth shut. Eating too much.
I'm not so confused anymore. It feels awesome to finally see clearly for a change :) And Lord, you know I have you to thank for.
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On a last note, I am really going to miss my committee. Working with them is bitter sweet :) More sweet than bitter. And I would never have it any other way.
Dancing Through Life
Monday, May 10, 2010
If only we all could right?
In the mean time, I'll fawn over Fiyero :D
First noticed him in Gossip Girl and recently found out he sings as well!!!!!! Can he be more perfect? :D Plus he was in Wicked and Hairspraaaaay. Bliss.
In all honesty, I think Adam Lambert has an awesome voice for Fiyero's role too. But no, I do not like him now. But it doesn't change the fact that he makes a good Fiyero :)
Here I Go Again.
Saturday, May 08, 2010
Just because I feel a little narcissistic now. Here you go A, the DIY fringe.
Ah, life is good for the most part. I've got a month to start cramming for finals. Add in the last few assignments and the part time work and life couldn't get anymore busy. But I like busy compared to idle for the moment. Till next time.
-S
Snip snap
Saturday, April 24, 2010
PMS is such a b*tch. I'm gaining weight from all that extra eating.
I cut my fringe today. Because I felt like it. I've been feeling off these few days. I woke up this morning with the urge for the fringe and since getting a haircut here costs me an arm or a leg, I decided to do it myself. Heh. I think I might have over done it. Whoops. In my defense, its my first time but there is just something extremely calming of taking control of those scissors and snip snapping the hair. Its not horrible. i can still show my face in public if I haven't been scaring enough people already. But it might be a bit short. I'll let you be the judge.
Once again, PMS is a pain in the ass. I'll go for a jog tomorrow. I need it.
I like. Bite me.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
I'm a happy sap. Because I still believe in childhood innocence. *Photos/posters by Kim Anderson. Visit her here.
Yes, you don't have to tell me twice.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
I think I should sleep more. Before I start scaring people.
I should start making a poll of some sort to keep track of the number of people who tell me I look dead tired. If this keeps up, I won't need make up for Halloween this year :(
I'm Always Late.
Friday, April 09, 2010
Blessed Easter!
With that said, this Easter has been one of the best so far. I count my little baby blessings everyday. To say the least, Easter Camp this year rocked my socks to the docks.
And You know for what reason :) Rejoice people! The song that really touched my heart. And will continue to do so.
Love Crucufied Arose
Michael Card
Long ago He blessed the earth
Born older than the years
And in the stall a cross He saw
Through the first of many tears
A life of homeless wandering
Cast out in sorrow's way
The Shepherd seeking for the lost
His life the price He paid
[Chorus]
Love crucified arose
The risen One in splendor
Jehovah's sole Defender
Has won the victory
Love crucified arose
And the grave became a place of hope
For the heart that sin
and sorrow broke
Is beating once again
Throughout Your life
you've felt the weight
Of what you'd come to give
To drink for us that crimson cup
So we might really live
At last the time to love and die
The dark appointed day
That one forsaken moment when
Your Father turned His face away
******
I've gone through so much and yet I can still find the strength to carry on. I am super woman. Hear me roar. Bow down and kiss my toes :P
For all my cracks, God still sent you guys down to watch over me. I love you my little angels. <3
I love awesome photography.
Monday, March 29, 2010
I almost got this poster for my room. Me like. But I opted for the Audrey Hepburn one instead which I have always wanted as well. Maybe next time. How true can this get?
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There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but thats not giving up... Its realizing that you don't need certain people, the bullshit and the drama they bring. - Unknown
How true can this get?
1,2, step.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
I fell down.
And picked myself up again.
Laughing this time.
Because I know the bruises will eventually fade.
If lucky. No scars shall remain.
Yes, I literally fell down.
But life is full of it too.
With every fall, a million blessings will come. I'm sure of it.
*
Maybe they are right. I can't keep track of the number of people who have told me I look so tired,dead and that I need more sleep. I try. But I can't seem to change this inbuilt 7am wake up time biological clock. Regardless of my bedtime.
I need to open God's book of life for me. Because I have no idea what comes next and I don't like to make big life changing decisions. I don't want people to dictate my life but I just can't seem to fully figure out what I want. Maybe it is true. I over estimated my confidence level. Just maybe. But determined to change that. Because I can. Oh gosh, I AM fickle.
Guys may complain about the million and one things in life and why they have to dress up for that family dinner they didn't want to go for in the first place but knew they would be in deep shit with the folks if they didn't do it, but I'll concur with them on this one. Girls are complicated creatures. I certainly find myself hard to figure out at times. And definitely not afraid to admit it.
You know, I'm starting to wonder if it really does take another guy to solve a girl's guy problems. Not like the advise was original or anything. It just made the advise seem more possible. That there will always be sunshine after the rain. Even with Melbourne's gloomy weather these days. Or rather its PMS weather. Hot, cold, hot, cold. I like COOL. Sunny with the wind in your hair kind.
Sleep is a fleeting thing.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
I can't believe it's only been a month since I got back.
I'm mentally drained. My poor cerebrum can't take much more. Thats what you get when you try to be on top of ALL your subjects. I never had prior training before this. Because I never bothered to be on top of things then cram for finals. Woe is me.
BUT I am determined to enjoy what could possibly be my last year as a student(Oh no I am not ready,repeat NOT ready to go and work, please please don't make me). I'm looking at brighter days to come. Please sunshine.
Haven't spoken to a certain friend in ages and yet God sent the person with words for the soul. I can't thank you enough. I'll take your advice I promise but things are looking much clearer now. Dear friend, thank you. I owe you a drink when I get back :)
High time baby.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
I think its high time I went for that jog. It is waaaay overdue. When I can't fit into those shorts, I'll regret it so badly and I know it.
I need sleeeeeeep. But I'm such a slacker I can't help staying up to finish procrastinated work. I'm trying okaaaaay. And no, the dark circles have always been there. Ever since I was in high school. 2 assignments due every week and being the nerd that I am, I always want to score that high mark. I'm sorry if I'm acting like such a nerd. You obviously don't know me very well if you thought that. And honestly, I couldn't care less. I have enough love in this world as well as from above to be the contented little princess that I am. Uh-huh, bet you never knew I was a princess either. C:
I need Easter break to come. NOW. And my baybeh too. I need advice :( I'm so confused sometimes it scares me. But heck, I've been so busy these days, I'm thankful for the distraction away from personal problems. Oh I need to be a small kid again when boys had cooties and were icky. Life was so much simpler.
The right decision is not always the best one. The best decision is not always the right one. I'm thinking which one sounds better. Give me your two cents.
And you think you are so smart.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
I hate it when they say that. Yet, I can't say it to your face.
I'm such a coward. I really am too nice sometimes. I need to let it out I think. After all, the people who mind don't matter and the people who matter don't mind. End of story.
C:
DONE. Lalalaalalaalaaa~
Assignments are making me go cuuuuuckoooooo.
p.s: I'm done editing my layout. NOT assignments :(
