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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Hello 2009.

Goodbye 2008.

Another year. Another year lays instore for us to rediscover where we fit in the world. Or it can be just another year to make mistakes. Small, big, who cares really. Growing older has made me realise how much time means. I'm gonna be twenTEEN next year. Yet, it seems surreal.

Gah, I'm rambling. 

Many things have happened this year. Too many to name but all have played some albeit small part to make it a great year.

Lets seee...

I went to uni. I like the word uni. Better than college.

Learned Mandarin.

Learned a bit of sign language :)

Found out I don't quite suck at uni life.

Found out I could hate some people that much. 

Made new friends.

Got a tattoo.

Saw the smiling moon.

Discovered my love for cocktails and dresses.

Had another awesome caroling session.

Great Chritsmas spent with family.

Etc etc.

As I said, too many to name. And of course the awesome people who have come into my life and made me what I am today.

Next year will be full of changes. Not sure if I'm ready but I do feel ready to spread my wings a little bit :) Parents are the best people in the world. I'm serious.

Okay enough rambling. I already feel shitty bout turning 20.

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Promised pictures! Sorry it took some time but I've just been busy or plain lazy.

Caroling 2008.

This year was a miracle. We only managed to practice twice before the actual caroling. Yet we did great :) We sang in 20 houses for 3 days and managed to collect RM 1400 for charity. It feels good giving back. 

The throne :(

Oreo according to Evan. Get it?

The siblings.

Baybeh ;D

If only they were much older :) I don't want to be labeled a paedophile :(

Counting money.

For all pictures, please adjurn to my facebook okay. Blogger has PMS at times.

Lastly, HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE!

The new year is coming. I'm still thinking if I should get a new year's resolution. The past ones have never worked out. Failed would be putting it mildly :)

Seasons greetings!

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Hello dear blog readers, I'm sick :(

I KNOW. On christmas. But getting better. Mild fever only. Though kinda lost my voice. The thought of the chrsitmas turkey, goose, lamb, sausages etc etc makes me feel better :)

Anyway,

A VERY BLESSED AND MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

May this yuletide season bring you love, joy and happiness for the coming years. 

Muuacks!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

You know what's damn shiok? 

Finding money you never knew you had :D :D

Damn happy one okay. I finally wore this pair of jeans I left hanging on the clothes rack to collect dust, mold and what not eons ago.  Felt into the pockets and pulled out an RM50 note. I felt richer instantly :) Was thinking it was scrap paper and was walking to the dustbin some more. 

Have been feeling broke for weeks. Mini jackpot :)

Currently tuning in to songs by Charice Pempengco. That girl's voice is one of the best. Go ahead and prove me wrong. I hope she makes it big. I mean, she's already been on Oprah and Ellen. What more is there right? Oh wait. She sang with Celine Dion. NOW what else is there?

Ideas?

Monday, December 01, 2008

I want a new header. I WANT I WANT I WANT! *Throws tantrum* 

Please? *Smiles* Just living up to my childish behaviour. Hmpph! Mum calls me childish nowadays. What did I doooo. Watch cartoons? Get all happy when musicals start showing? Sing along to Mamma Mia? ( Which btw, I'm not going to see and a lot of people I know are. Sigh. They are all going with family and I happen to be born into one with not much interest. Oh actually we are interested in freeee musicals. But tickets are sold out anyway. Broadway, I hear you. Too bad there are moths in my pocket now.)

I digress. I just have no idea what picture I want. 

I've grown bored with the current one and it doesn't feel like me anymore. I know I may hate change because something's always changing but minor ones like these I love. 

I shall search for one soon. 

And congratulations all Monashians! We survived! I'm partly excited to be going to Melbourne next year but I am not ready. Yet. Preparations are so bothersome :(

Grateful :D

Friday, November 28, 2008

I'm so grateful. From the bottom of my heart okay. Eternally.

Although this sem has been hectic, results have been released and I can smile again. I didn't think I could make it through this sem but somehow, I did. Miraculously been showered with blessings. Some I might not have deserved but I'm not complaining. That would be stupid.

Thanks to all of you who have helped me come this far.

p.s: I've found a new love! Shawls :D

And the cutie I'm refering to in my pm on msn is not someone I like lar. Haih. Its Liam Aiken who acted in Stepmom. His smile makes me gooey. He killed me on the spot when I watched the movie years ago. He still kills me now :)

Chicken heart okay.

Monday, November 24, 2008

I fail to see the reason for subjecting myself to such torture.

Audrey, I must REALLY love you. Twice in my life I have entered the cinema for a horror film and BOTH were with you.

After promising myself I would never watch another horror film in the cinema again lest my chicken heart stop beating halfway in the cinema, I thought it was time for a change. I feel full of changes now. Obama style. Teehee. Okay lame.

Anyway, I felt quite confident lor that I could take it this time. I mean the last one was....3, 4 years ago? I've grown stronger ya'll. After today, apparently not enough. Boohoo I'm still a chicken.

Haha. But I had fun scaring myself. I DID watch some parts okay. And at least I know the story this time. Means I watched a good part of it. :D

But it's gonna take a lot more talking to get me into another one. I LOVE shawls. So handy. NYEH. Had to have a dose of Mamma Mia! so I won't get nightmares tonight.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

I feel like the biggest shit in the world.

I'm so sorry Aliah babe. And my stupid phone died. Not like you're picking up :(

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.

I shall get you a bigger present now. Sigh. I am soooo stupid.

Are you a Japanese or Korean?

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Friends aren't back from Aussie yet and most of them who are here are sitting for their finals. HENG, LETS GO OUT. :D

So, since the diet hasn't kicked off and the exercise isn't on high speed either, I've been indulging in a few Korean dramas. Okay, I have to clear this up before I continue. I'm not one of those people who can constantly watch drama after drama. Maximum 3 episodes a day. Mainly because I find these dramas so SLOW. Its EXCRUCIATINGLY SLOW. And hor, I despise the sad, bawl your eyes out kind of dramas too. I CAN'T cry when the girl has cancer/ the guy has cancer/ the girl leaves/ the guy leaves etc. Call me cold and emotionless but I just don't find it sad when you make me wait for 3 episodes for the girl to finally tell the guy she is dying when I guessed it 6 episodes ago. Then they start crying and I start rolling my eyes. Its NOT depressing when its so slow. I tell you, I watched Winter Sonata and I only shed two tears during the entire show. I thought it would be nice since it was THE drama but I just felt restless for a good part of the show because the plot was like a ping pong game. Back and forth, back and forth. 

If I want to cry, I'll watch Selena and Stepmom. They never disappoint to make me shed buckets.

So ANYWAY, a friend gave me a few comedy ones to watch because she can't stand the sad ones either. And I was never up to date with all the Jap and Korean dramas to begin with. Friends go "You HAVEN'T watched it??!!" Then I go "No" I never had the patience to watch dramas that were sooo draggy. And I doubt I could watch it AGAIN even if the series was funny. Which makes me wonder how some people can watch the drama over and over again. 

Anywho, the point of this post is watching these Korean dramas made me recall the few times I was mistaken for a Jap or Korean. I worked at a Jap restaurant once a few eons ago and did get that question or remark thrown at me. And to be truthful, it always made me a little happy when I was asked that or was mistaken for a Jap. Then there was one time when I was shopping for earrings.

Sales girl: Are you Japanese?

Sara: *smiles sheepishly* No.

Sales girl: Korean? 

S: Uh no.

Sales girl: Then? *Raises eyebrows*

S: I'm Malaysian.

Sales girl: Oh. Really?

S: Yeah.

I don't know why she was so surprised. I never thought I looked much like a Jap or Korean. The main reason I always felt a little happy was because I always had this conception that Korean and Jap girls are prettttty. Big, doe eyes. Long eyelashes. Fair skinned.

This has always been my conception of Korean girls.

I've been pretty blind. I never had an interest in Korean or Japanese people before this year. So now, since I have been listening to Korean and Jap songs and thus watching more videos, I have a deeper insight of what the majority of the girls look like. 

I'm not implying ANYTHING. You be the judge. After watching more videos, I realise the Korean fans look VERY different from their idols. It's not surprising how these girls worship their local idols. Then I remembered how big an issue plastic surgery is for the girls over there. I don't know how true the stories are but I read that almost all the Korean singers went through plastic surgery before they could even become famous. No wonder those girls want plastic surgery for their birthdays :(

So now if I ever get another comment on whether I am a Jap or Korean, I'll always wonder, " Do I look THAT bad?" There's always a 50/50 chance. Either you look like a pretty singer.... or you don't. Which means the majority of the population. Sigh. Dreams crushed yet again.

Bum

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

You know you're a bum when the awesome plans to exercise during the holidays never materialise. Sigh. Planning was so easy.

I wanted to write something deep. Thought provoking. I lost the drive. I need my mojo back.

I'm alive dear readers. I can't believe one year has gone. I feel nostalgic. 

Call me out yumcha soon cause the diet is starting soon.

A friend commented he wishes he was more like me because I was a bit hyper today. Haha. I was laughing at the irony. He has NEVER seen me during exam or assignment period for that matter. But yes, I do wish I could always be happy even during those bleak times.

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Romeo and Juliet has gotta be one of the better books I've read thus far. 

I know.

I'm such a sap. But I can't help it. I never thought I would enjoy reading a play which I admit was not so easy to stomach at parts. Yes its a play if you didn't already know. I only could finish it because I roughly knew the play. But its so nice to read the actual words of a love story that has survived since the 1600's. 

Romeo: Did my heart love till now? forswear it, sight! 

              For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night.

*swoooons*

Tag you once, tag you twice.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Instructions: Never see the questions before you arrange the names.

1. Adeline 
2. Germae
3. Charlene
4. Dominic
5. Audrey Ng

1. How did you meet 1. Adeline?
During our sisters' concert. Remember Heng :)

2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1. Adeline ?
0. No 1. Oklah. 9.5. See I love her.

3. How long you have known 4. Dominic ?
This year! Partner in crime.

4. How do you know number 3. Charlene?
Since primary school. Librarians. We weren't close then. Now is a different story.

5. Where's 5. Audrey?
In Melbourne Uni stealing all the hot guys. :(

6. A fact about number 1.Adeline

She talks a lot. Like ALOT. :D 

7. Who is 4. Dominic going out with?
I don't know the girl. I'll bug him later. Haha.

8. What does 1. Adeline do for a living?
She is gonna marry a rich tycoon and live happily ever after ordering maids around. Haha. She is currently studying to be a very successful accountant.

9. Would you live with number 3. Charlene?
Sureee. If she can put up with me :)

10. What do you like about number 2. Germae?
She makes me laugh with her infectious laugh.

11. Do you miss number 5. Audrey?
Uh huh :( But she is coming back soon :)

12. Would you make out with number 4. Dominic?

No way. You want me to die ah? He ada gf.

13. What's your opinion on number 2. Germae?
Aiyah. So smart. And witty :)

14. What's your favourite memory with number 5. Audrey?
Hmmmm. I've known her forever too. Oh OH. I remember. Its not a favourite memory but it sure makes me laugh NOW. Remember the DOG in form 2 Drey??? When we were walking to school to "play" badminton.  Huhuhu.

15. What will you do if number 1. Adeline and 2. Germae were going out?
Haha. The world would be deaf cause both have loud voices. The laughter would kill us all.

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5. Audrey?
Of course.

17. Have you ever slept at 2. Germae's house?
Nope

18. Do you hang out with 3. Charlene a lot?
Yeah. Same uni.

19. Who have you known the longest?
Either no 2, 3, or 5. All since primary school. Was closer to no 5. Audrey cause we were in the same class.

20. What will happen if number 1. Adeline and 5. Audrey have a relationship?
They are in one. Inseperable I tell you. Continents apart somemore.

21. How often do you talk to 1. Adeline?
Often. Too often :)

22. What about 2. Germae?
Every week at least through sms.

23. Have you ever thought of 3. Charlene more than a friend?
Haha. We ARE more than friends. Heh. Joking la. But she's the best. I don't have to finish my sentences with her.

24. Would you go on a date with number 5. Audrey?

She also won't date me laaa.

25. Do you dream about number 2. Germae?
Haha. I'm sorry. NOPE. 

26. What did no.4 Dominic did to you that you can never forget?
Haha. Our Mission Impossible plans. So fun. He didn't do anything to me la.

27. What have you done for/to 1. Adeline that the person never forgets?
Hmmm. Can you ask her?

28. What's 3. Charlene's hobby?
Haha. Shopping. We have a common hobby too. Getting nicknames for ppl.

29. Tag more people.

Anyone ok? Feel free.

Its True.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Even the eraser had enough of exams. Its true.

It disappeared on me today :(

I was making sure I didn't lose it but somehow I still managed too. Retracing my steps was a futile effort.

Damnit I still have Engineering Maths! Not like I'm complaining really. Ok I am. Just a teeny wee bit. 

I didn't want to go buy a new eraser from the bookshop as I quite detest the guy after an incident. I knew I had spare ones at home.

p.s: You'd think I would have an eraser at home. I didn't. Had to borrow from the sister. Hopeless.

Bah. Going out. Toodles.

<3

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Okay.

I didn't realise up until yesterday when I asked the younger sister what <3 was. She kept typing it to her friend. 

She said it was a HEART.

I was like HUH??!

She pushed my head sideways. 

NAH.

I went aaahhh.  Its a HEART. 

How cute. I always thought it was some stupid grin. You know something like :D or :)

I know la. I'm slow. But its a wonder how small things like these make you laugh during exams.

Slap me please.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

SHYTEEE.

Finals in a week. Here I am blogging.

I am so easily distracted :( I just might need that slap.

I have come to a very weird conclusion. I shall not spend my holidays working. I want money but I'm thinking practical here.

I've got tons to do during the hols anyway. 

And the BIGGEST challenge? (I honestly believe I would fare better at working yo.) 

Because the main reason I plan not to work is so...... I can learn to cook. You read it right. I'm gonna buy insurance for my kitchen. Then again, I always told mum she needn't worry. I also believe if plan A doesn't succeed i.e. buying the insurance, I have plan B, which is some hidden God given talent. Mum is an awesome cook mah. I must have inherited some of those genes, right? I mean, I can't cook but to be fair I haven't actually WANTED to cook before. So once I grab that ladle, I just might surprise myself.

Survival next year. Survival.

When tags are a life saver.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

1.Is anything wrong?
- Nothing's wrong really.  Finals might be an exeption.

2. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
- Haha. I think I won't kiss a girl for now.

3. Do you want to go to college?
- Yes. Duh.

4. How many kids do you want to have?
- I don't know, honestly.

5. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- Most of the time.

6. What did you do for your last birthday?
- Lunch with friends, dinner with family.

7. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- Sleeping. Tired OKAY. Bengkak eye somemore. Its worse now. :(

8. Name something you cannot wait for?
- Finals to end.

10. What is one thing you would change in your life?
- Mistakes make you human. To love learn from them is divine.

12. Last thing you ate/drank?
- Bread

13. Whats your favorite month?
- December. Christmas decorations are so pretty.

14. What is your least favorite month?
- None.

15. Do you like peanut butter?
- Haven't eaten it in a while. But I have no problem with it. 

16. Who’s making you feel the way you are right now?
- No one. My bengkak eye is giving me hell though.

17. Most visited web pages
- Blogs, Facebook, YouTube

18. Last person to make you mad?
- Its a tie between arrogant engineering students and a certain lecturer.

19. Pepsi or coke?
- Don't like gassy drinks.

20. Have you hugged anyone in the past week?
- Yup.

21. Fun thing to look forward to this week?
- Nothing.

22. What do you think about your sibling(s)?
- Can't live without them.

24. Whats your favorite number(s)?
- It used to be 21, 2, 1. Then I grew up. Realising there wasn't a point in getting a favourite number because I never did love those numbers. I chose it when I was a kid because it's my brithday and when I still wrote in Biography books and everyone had to have a fave number. Gah. 

25. What do you do after school/college?
- Bum.

26. Do you know how to swim?
- Yup. I can sink too.

27. Where were you born?
- SJMC.

28. Do you have a crush?
- Haha. Variety is good.

FRIEND CONFESSIONS
1. Are you jealous of one or more of your friends?
-No. Maybe certain aspects I admire, but never jealous. 

2. Have you known any of your friends your whole life?
- Kinda. The close ones since primary school.

3. Are any of your friends taller than you?
- Almost all. But its okay. Heels are my best friend.

4. Have you ever been ditched by a friend?
- Ditched? Not stood up or whatever.

5. Do you have your friend’s phone number’s memorized?
- A few.

6. Have you lost or forgotten a friend’s phone number?
- Yea. Sorry. I delete numbers every now and then.

7. Have you been to most of your friends houses?
- Yeah.

8. Do you love most of your friends?
- Uh huh.

HABIT CONFESSIONS
1. Do you play with things when nervous?
- My hair maybe. People say that.

2. Do you have an odd obsession with knives?
- No. Not suicidal.

3. Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
- Closed.

4. Is there at least one sound you can’t stand?
- Sure. High pithed noise should be banned.

5. What is your worst habit?
- Procrastinating.

LOVE CONFESSIONS
1. Do you currently like/love someone?
- Innocent crushes are good.

2. Do you want to kill one of your exes?
- No exes.

4. Has one of your crushes ever called you self centered before?
- Haha. I wouldn't know. But go die if you did. 

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
1. Do you think abortions are horrible?
- Yes I do. Unless it is truly necessary for one reason or another.

2. Are you against or think gay marriage is bad?
- Sigh. Another current hot topic. No comment.

3. Is pink an ugly color?
- NO. :) But I'm not some Barbie doll who dresses in pink all the time.

4. Needles aren’t so horrible?
- Not so horrible. I don't get a jab often. If I did, it would be horrible.

5. You have plenty of secrets?
- A few. Be nice and maybe I'll tell you. Or not. :P

HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
1. Have you ever fallen UP the stairs?
- TRIPPED while walking up, yes. Technically, how do you FALL up? 

2. Have you ever had a nail fall off?
- No. Chipped nails only.

3.Have you ever slapped someone across the face?
- No. I was never close enough to those I thought I wanted to.

I tag everyone on my blog list. 

Dream a little dream

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Honey honey, how he thrills me, a-ha, honey honey

Honey honey, nearly kill me, a-ha, honey honey

I've heard about him before

I wanted to know some more

And now I know what they mean, he's a love machine

Oh, he makes me dizzy 

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Mamma mia, here I go again

My my, how can I resist you?

Mamma mia, does it show again

My My, just how much I've missed you?

Yes, I've been broken-hearted

Blue since the day we parted

Why, why did I ever let you go?

Mamma mia, now I really know

My my, I should not have let you go

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You can dance

You can jive

Having the time of your life

See that girl

Watch that scene

Diggin' the dancing queen

..................

I can still recall

Our last summer

I still see it all

Walks along the Seine

Laughing in the rain

Our last summer

Memories that remain

*RRRRRIIIINNNNNGGGGGG*

*Haystack hair emerges* Oh wait it's a girl.

* Sara wakes up from dream* 

Sigh. Isn't there a good soul out there to offer her free tickets? Pretty pretty please. Or people with loads of spare cash. 

*Bats eyelashes* 

*Fails* 

*Gives up* 

Dum dee dum

Thursday, October 02, 2008

It's utterly frightening how my brain works.

A few days of slacking around, going out and watching dramas have made me a COMPLETE slob that I even refuse to do my work. The procrastinating nature never helps. Oh THERE goes the holiday plan to study.

Well, at least I received SOME good news that will hopefully push my lazy ass to do some work. 

Tags etc.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Before Wei Jie kills me.....

1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
His lost. I am worth so much more.

2. If you have a dream to come true, what will it be?
Travel the world perhaps. Or maybe just have more hours in a day.  There are soooo many things to do.

3.Whose butt would you like to kick?
No one at the moment. No one has pissed me off that much yet.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Many many many things. I can be selfish when necessary.

5.Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I don't know. I honestly don't. But yikes, don't misunderstand. I am straight.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both. How can it be one sided? Life is so not worth it that way.

7.How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Not forever and ever if thats what you mean. Maybe in the olden days I would have said that. But if its worth the wait, then a little time won't kill.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Get over it as best la. I never did like attached people that way anyway.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Duh. I am easy to please ok. But don't take it for granted :)

10. What takes you down the fastest?
Piles of work.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Rich..... Yeah. Rich. 

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
God, family, friends

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Sarcasm is one of her middle names. Friendly and in your face attitude works well too :)

14. Have you SMILED today?
Yes. Singing along to Mamma Mia always makes me smile.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Switch off the alarm.

16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yes. I expect the same in return.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Haha. I'll let you know if I come to that crossroad.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgiving yes. I forgive easily. That doesn't mean I'll forget any faster.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
I don't know. I can honestly say that.

20. Do you believe in long distance relationships?
It happens and kudos to those who make it. I'm not sure personally for me though.

Not tagging anyone. But feel free to do it. I'm just being a bum as usual.

Addiction is a vice :(

I can still recall our last summer 

I still see it all 

Walks along the Seine, laughing in the rain 

Our last summer 

Memories that remain

A new bliss

Sunday, September 28, 2008

A new bliss. Seriously.

Yiruma- River Flows in You. MY lullaby for now :D

Good things come eventually.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Well!!

Here I am, still alive. For the most part :)

I change emotions so often it's scary. Teehee. You'll get used to it if you aren't already. 

Anyway, it must be so trifling reading about the life of an average teen. Millions blog about their lives too. Nothing out of the ordinary. Too bad I am an exeption eh? :D

But heck, I don't discuss really important issues here anyway and if you still visit here, you've probably noticed by now. For heart-to-heart conversations, call me out and we'll talk. I don't bear my whole soul here for a one sided reflection. Not my style. I can get deep when the occasion calls for it. Only when it does. And only people I am confortable with of course.

So for the most part, small rantings, okay, sometimes longer rantings occupy this place. And of course the small joys in life that come by every now and then. Those that can be mentioned in passing. The big ones really can't be put into words. They could, but it would take you ages to read it anyway. And the human mind is so fickle. Too many words and they drift off. Am I right? :D Besides, I DO have many big joys in life.

Anyway, as usual, I forgot the reason for this post. I guess I am just feeling better than usual. I love this feeling. Assignments done and all. Well, I do have one more but I'm pausing for a moment to take a breather. Oh and not to mention the vast amount of reading I have neglected for God knows how many weeks. It's a wonder I still am able to retain a fraction of what is mentioned in lectures considering my current state. 

Anyway, as I said, a breather and a respite from the workload. Tralalalalalala....

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I've succumbed to the dark side. I thought I was strong enough to resist it but....I failed. I'm such a sucker for a good book :( It's so bad it might be a flaw.

I'm reading Twilight now. Don't roll your eyes okay. True, I haven't read books like these in a long time. I do admit they can be a little cliched. I mean, compared to books like The Kite Runner, Angela's Ashes, Gone With The Wind, Pride and Prejudice and Atonement to name a few, Twilight can seem really shallow. Not much depth. Surely you get it. Its very easy reading.

But I've not outgrown my girlish fantasies. Not totally anyway. So it's always nice to indulge in a book like Twilight every now and then. Hehe.

I didn't think it was such a hit in Malaysia but then suddenly everyone was talking about it. I think the movie, due in December or November created the hype. 

Short gist la. I am so very lazy to give the details here. Vampire love story. Hot male vampire falls for human girl which apparently isn't as hot. So the story goes... Cliched right? Smirk all you want, I really don't care. Besides, I'll always prefer those novels to series like Twilight.

I think it's a huge hit with the tweens since I did find it in the teenage section of MPH. I heard of this book a long time ago but I didn't think it was a big thing in Malaysia and then the next thing I knew, its displayed everywhere.

So... heh. I'm weak for many things okay. Don't judge. I love clothes and books equally as much :P

Anyway, I was quite reluctant to buy it since the printed words were quite big and well, I'm so used to small words in bestselling novels. I even thought of borrowing the series. Yeah, its a series. But I COULDN'T help myself. I read the 1st book in a day. Heh. BIG WORDS, LARGE SPACINGS. Okay la the point is, I bought the whole set :D :D 

New books make me happy la. Anything new makes me happy. So I'm gonna indulge for a while. I know its not a good thing. BUT. We shall leave it at that. And I haven't read a good book in weeks :(

Dad spoils me in more ways than one. But I shall be eternally grateful :)

The first book in the series. The next books are New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. 

*skips off happily to read the remaining books*

I hate this feeling.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

When you want it to lie, it never does. The facts are so hard to manipulate unless you are really good at it. Or make up some excuse for all the shortcomings and faults.

I hate this feeling. PMS makes it worse.

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I need something. I'll admit it. Too bad it's way out of my reach. God, be kind to me please.  I've got enough on my mind. My brain is mush now. A big puddle of mush. 

I hate this feeling.

You know its bad when shopping doesn't cheer you up.