One Of the World's Most Inspirational Poems/Stories.And My Personal Favourite.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Have you ever read this story?It helped me a while back and has since been one of my favourite stories.I guess it just gives me inspiration to start a new day fresh and happy.Here it goes then....

FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND.

One night, a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonged to himand the other to the Lord. When the last scene flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of his life, there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that many times, along that path, they were the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with meall the way, but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why, when I needed you most, you would leave me."

The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you saw only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."
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Apparently there were 3 versions of the story.All of them are very similar and the real author is believed to be Mary Stevenson.But doubts remain.You be the verdict.

To read all three versions, here is the link=http://www.wowzone.com/fprints.htm
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There is also a "Footprints Hymn"

Upon the shore, I walked with Him at even
And I looked back upon the path we’d trod
And in the sand I traced our way at even
And I was glad I’d walked through life with God:
For side by side we’d journeyed through together
All through the world’s wide wilderness of care
And side by side we’d journeyed through to even:
Safe at his side the Lord my God had brought me here.

But in my joy I caught a strain of sadness
To give me pause when thinking of my way
For on the shore I saw he’d left me lonely
When I had most the need of him to stay:
When I was tried he’d left me worn and wandering,
He’d left me lone when I was fighting fears,
He’d let me tread the steepest slopes in solitude
Before he came back to my side to dry my tears.

But then the Lord drew near to me in comfort
And in his tenderness he made it plain
That in the times when dread and darkness threatened
He was my shield and shelter from the pain:
For on his shoulders he was gently bearing
And on his shoulders I from harm was free:
The single trace of footprints of the Master,
The single trace of footprints shows he carried me.

So on the shore I walk with Him at even;
I face the latter days of life secure,
For if my pilgrimage reserves me sorrow
The footprints show that He is strong and sure:
If I am near the gates of heaven weary,
No longer strong enough to stride alone
The footprints show that he is there to carry me:
The footprints show the Lord my God will bear me home.

I'm Bored.Period.

I'm positively,100% bored.

Oh,although I started watching the OC which was helpful.Still.I'm bored.
Believe me.Getting back exam results isn't what its cracked up to be.Especially if you are the one who doesn't study diligently.

Anyone for movies??

I'm Baaaackkkk!!!!

Monday, October 24, 2005

I'm Back!

After a short break due to my final exams I'm back with new stuff to think about.

Oh well,as I said finals are over and I am so thankful that it is.I seriously doubted if I could last those three long weeks of deprived sleep and rest.Ah..'tis blissful to finally have the chance to wake up late again.

However,I do not look forward to getting my results back.Aih..as usual I don't learn my lesson and put of studying until the last minute.=P
Although,I did start earlier this time around.I just hope it pays off.=)

Anyway, this little thought has been going on in my head for some time now.It's not really a thought actually,more like a statement of some sort.Haha.
So here it goes...Drum roll please...

I HAVE VERY LITTLE SELF CONFIDENCE.

There,I've said it.I guess it really sunk in during my Sunday School camp 2 weeks back.The teacher was like "Is there anyone who wants to come up and share their opinions on this matter?"....Naturally no one went up.Then she added this little line.."Anybody with enough self confidence to come up here?"...THAT was my cue.It just got me thinking I guess..Oh well...better start working on it I guess.=P

Children Learn What They Live

Friday, October 07, 2005

If a child lives with criticism
he learns to condemn.
If a child lives with hostility
he learns to fight.
If a child lives with ridicule
he learns to be shy.
If a child lives with shame
he learns to feel guilty.
If a child lives with tolerence
he learns to be patient.
If a child lives with encouragement
he learns confidence.
If a child lives with praise
he learns to appreciate
If a child lives with fairness
he learns justice.
If a child lives with security
he learns to have faith.
If a child lives with approval
he learns to like himself.
If a child lives with acceptance and friendship
he learns to find love in the world.

P.S.= I just could not agree more.=)

I Want My Desserts Too!!!

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Guess what?

Ok I'll tell you.You guys might think I'm so way behind time or something but....

I just realised that....

S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D.

Spelt backwards is....

D.E.S.S.E.R.T.S.

So now that I feel soooooo stressed out..I'm gonna go munch on something...Weeee!

Just Some Light Thinking

Monday, September 26, 2005

You think you're superior to others?Think again.Sure we may be more of this or that but that doesn't make us perfect either.No one is.Therefore ,we are not superior to anyone, no matter what you may think.

So you think the world would be a better place if everyone was like you?Every single person?No it won't.Think about it.If everyone was exactly like you, because you think you are the best, then they are also bound to have the same weaknesses as you.Who can you tell your problems to if everyone is going through the same problem?

The next time you think that you are better than somebody else, dismiss such a thought.So you might be better at most things but it won't be everything, trust me.That's why God made each of us diffirent.Everyone has diffirent strenghts and weaknesses.The point is so that we can lean on each other in one way or another.To share our problems, hopes and dreams.So that there is always someone we can always count on in troubled times.God included of course.

It's a nice thought.=)

Bye-bye CF 2005....

Saturday, September 24, 2005




CF officially ended today.Awhhhh..........prepare for waterworks.No la.

It was a bittersweet ending.Bitter as it had to end and sweet because we gained so much through it all.

We'll definately miss all our seniors!Without them....welll, you can guess what CF would be like.All we can do now is wish you all the best of luck in your upcoming SPM exams and of course in life.Thanks a bunch guys!We'll never forget you!

Untitled.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Well.Things have been dull these last few day. Nothing much has been happening. Actually scrtach that.NOTHING has been happening.Other than the not-so occasional teasing from my friends that is.They just come up with new names everyday.I'm astounded.=P

Everyday the same old same old routine.Go to school.Come back.Do homework.TRY to study but fail miserably.Yadda yadda.....You get my picture. =(

I just wish I had more time to study.BUT.Yes there is always a but, the homework just keeps piling in.It doesn't help either when my laziness gets the better of me.I guess I COULD cut down on my nap time, but it's HARD.Really, really hard.*Sigh*...Someone save me.

On the other hand, I have been doing some unnecessary thinking.Yes, unnecessary by my standards.There are times when my mind is just jumbled up with thoughts that I can totally forget what I was supposed to be thinking about.Figures that I should be paying more attention to my upcoming end year exams rather than on unnecessary things.

Well, back to the unnecessary thinking part, I have noticed that people tend to compare you to another person who is smarter, more hardworking, more dependable etc. etc..In short, better than you in their opinion.But, do keep in mind that it is only in their opinion that they think that that certain someone is better than you. You can't take it to personally as you do not know what other people think about you just yet.

Yet despite all the faults people tend to find in you, they also tend to overlook your good points and strengths.Sad as it may seem.If you have an answer to this question, do enlighten me.

Yes.These are among the things I have been thinking about rather than focusing on my exams.

My Priorities Ain't Straight.Big Surprise...Not.

Monday, September 12, 2005

*Sigh*....don't mind me.I just feeling like sighing at the moment.Thinking about certain things are just too depressing to bear.

My homework pile is piling up for example.Pretty soon I won't be able to see over the top of it. I am, and always will be a procrastinator.*Sigh*

End year exams are coming soon.AND I still don't get my additional maths.AND physics.AND chemistry.AND a whole lot more.*Sigh*

I think I need to get a move on with my unending pile of homework.

Life is sad.*Longgggggg sigh*

Disappoint. Disappointment. Disappointed. You Choose.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Bear in mind that this post has nothing to do with people I am disappointed with.Seriously.On with the topic.....

I hate disappointing people.I really, really do.

It's nobodys fault.It's just that when I can't live up to the expectation of some people, I just have this really bad feeling in the pit of my stomach so to say.

For example, and I won't mention any names here, but teachers in particular seem to expect a lot from their students.Believe me, the pressure is there most of the time, if not all the time.I wonder at times if teachers realise that we don't only have to study for one subject but 10!Or 11 or 12 in some cases.When they set a certain grade because they somehow, believe, that you can do it when you feel it in your guts that you can't, it just adds extra unwanted pressure.Some teachers can be understanding.However, others, and again I won't mention names, can go to the extend of saying that a certain subject is not important and therefore we need not study too hard for it.

There are of course numerous occations where I feel really bad because I can't live up to a persons expection.Feeling that you yourself can accomplish a task that is expected of you and feeling that you really can't do it, yet it is expected of you to do better is two completely different feelings. However, if you able to do it then well done.

I admit that self confidence does play a role in this, however important it might be to some people. Sadly, I don't possese that much and it is pretty obvious.

I DO try my best.Honestly.It's just that when my best isn't good enough for some people and they give you that "You-could-have-done-better" look, I just can't bear it.And then there are the people who expect so much from you that when you don't live up to their expectations, they get angry and make you feel rotten.

I know I shouldn't feel the way I do, but I just can't help it at times even though I know I did my best because I see the disappointed look in their eyes.I feel awful for letting them down.

I really hope I am not the only one who goes through this.

I think I'll go get some coffee now to drown my sorrows.It's too late to eat even though I would love to munch on something.So coffee will have to do.Tata~ =)

HIV victims.Should We Discriminate?

Sunday, September 04, 2005

HIV/AIDS.Yes, a word that means a lot to some people.Especially those who are stricken with such a disease.

I'm sure most of you by now would have heard this advertisement on the radio.To those who don't, let me give you a rough summary of it.

It starts of with various people speaking.One by one they introduce themselves by saying their name and occupation.I cant exactly remember all so I'll just make up a few la.It goes something lika "I'm Eric.I'm a consultant.I'm Daniel.I'm a doctor.I'm Jenny and I'm a biotechnition."There are about ten or so people speaking up.Then...when all is said..a woman says "One of these people is HIV positive.Can you tell?......(Music plays in the background)...."Your ears do not discriminate.Why should you?".

I've always thought this advertisement was a great way to enlighten some on the topic.I never get tired of hearing it.It was really thought provoking and I totally agree with it.

Discrimination is common nowadays.But sticking to the topic, discrimination against HIV positive people is also common.Being humans, we sometimes tend to look at things in black and white.We tend to block out things that seem foreign to us.In the light of this topic, we tend to shun people who are different from us.That includes disabled people as well but thats a whole other story.

It sholudn't be the case however. Have you ever thought about how they might feel?That maybe all they need at this time in their lives is a friend?Someone to be there for them?A shoulder to cry on?Yet, we do the exact opposite.By shunning them and making them feel like outcasts.Do you actually think that they like carrying this disease?Not knowing if they might be able to fight it?They are people like us after all.People with feelings, hopes and dreams.

Cases of HIV infected people are rising everyday in Malaysia.Latest statistics show that one out of every four Malaysians tested for HIV turns out positive.Year by year the government tries to do something to help these people.Some attempts are successful.Others not.

Not everyone likes to admit it.But we do tend to discriminate one way or another.However, there is always a chance for us to change.If we are willing to make the change that is.

Conclusion : Should we discriminate?You be the judge of that.

Me.My Life.My Thoughts.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

My Life(At the moment)

School reopened yesterday.No more getting up late.No more sleeping till noon.No more lazing around.No more fooling around.And so on and so forth.

Getting back my August test results has not been a fun experience.Oh wait.Getting back any results, be it a monthly test or exmination, isn't always fun for me.I think I suffer from pre-results sickness.My hands get clammy,I feel like there are hundreds of butterflies in my stomach and so on.I hate it.But I guess I can't expect much.After all, its my own doing.

I don't always consider myself fortunate.Many a times I neglect to open my eyes and actually see the things I have and only focusing on the things other people have and the things I do not have.I don't always realise that being able to live another day with all my loved ones is already a blessing.I guess it is true when they say that you will only realise what you have after you have lost it.I know its bad.And I know I need to change.But I'm only human.Fortunately I do realise it after a while and start repenting.I may not be THE most fortunate person in the world, but I do know that I am more fortunate than millions of other people, children especially, who don't even have the daily necessities needed to live, around the world.So yes, I am thankful for all the gracious gifts God has abundently showered on me although I don't always know it. It just takes me a bit of time(maybe a lot at times) to realise how good I have it compared to others.That, and constant reminder from my parents.

Taking the opportunity here to tell everyone how much they mean to me.

My Thoughts(At the moment)

I may have many obstacles to go through in life, but I just hope that I would be able to go through it all and not just give up hope half way through.God, after all, is my pillar of strength even when everything alse fails.Many people, yes suicidal people especially, just tend to give up hope when all seems lost.They just don't realise that even though at times when they think there is no hope left, God is always there.Just a simple conversation to God, can make a whole lot of difference.People just don't realise that every single person is important in God's eyes, regardless of how you look, what you wear and so on.Everybody has a part to play in his or her own lifetime.Be it a small role or a big one.Haven't you heard?

It's the small things in life that you do that make the big differences in you.

So...how about starting the day of with a smile?Or doing a good deed?Or being nice to someone?Or settle some indifference?It just takes a little effort to make a big difference.

Of course I'm sure some of you might wonder whether I do this all the time.The answer is simple.I don't follow my own instructions.But I am not hypocritical(Most of the time anyway).So what right do I have to advise others on what I myself don't always do?Well, this is yet another simple question.I DO try most of the time.But as I said before, I just take time to notice what goes on around me.So, if I am not able to follow what I myself preach, this just might help another person.

Reunion.Or so I thought.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Reunion.Should mean a lot to some people.There are reunion dinners and parties and so on and so forth.Well, I had a reunion, uh, 'get-together', shall we say.Or so I THOUGHT.

Started out as a normal day.Had many a things planned for the day.Left the house at 10. 45-ish.Reached Sunway Pyramid at 11.00-ish.It was a fun getting reacquainted with a few old friends.Seriously.

Then we met all our other long, lost, but not forgotten friends at the bowling alley at let's say 2.00 p.m.

Surprisingly, our organizer was there.So were a few other people.On time.Considering we,Malaysians, who are always so 'punctual'.It was a big feat.

This reunion was for my Standard 6 year.Not everybody was there though.Predictable.Just to let you know that I wasn't miss sociable in primary school,not that I'm very sociable now la.Thus, most of my former classmates didn't recognise me although I recognised most them.Typical.It was pretty evident from the blank faces some of them gave me as though they were trying to place me from somewhere but could not.All in all, the whole 'reunion' as some would call it, for me at least, was awkward.Really, really, really awkward.But maybe it's just me.

It wasn't all bad though.Once everybody got warmed up to each other, people started to mingle and get reacquainted with each other.Phewww....At least it wasn't a total disaster as people just kept going in and out and not really bothering to talk to one another.It would have been better if more people had turned up but hey, at least some people tried to turn up.We should just be thankful.

I just wish I didn't feel so awkward.*sigh*

August exams...oops..i mean TESTS.

Friday, August 19, 2005

Yup.August tests are finally and officially over.What a relief.For me at least.Yes, I didn't exactly study before hand.Cramming at the last minute was terrible.Stress and pressure was getting to me.I didn't think I could last another day.

I feel so liberated! I feel so happy! I feel so.......tired...sleepy...exhausted.Yup....the after effects of not getting enough sleep due to my laziness in not preparing earlier and thus, staying up late for the last five nights cramming.

You'd think that after going through the same routine for my mid-terms would actaully teach me a lesson.Think again.I just never learn my lesson.Such a depressing thought.

Another thing I noticed about myself.I just tend to set certain things to do in a day and not fulfilling them.Thus, emphasises my procrastinator status.Man, I feel so depressed thinking bout this and pondering on it.Ugh.

*Note to self:This is ONLY August TESTS.End year examinations are yet to come.

I feel so much 'better' now.Bear with me.

I (now) Know......

Sunday, August 14, 2005

A few things I have come to realise.

I (now) know that........

.....being myself is good enough for God.Nothing else matters.
....it is really no use trying to be someone else.
....getting to know people who judge me by what I look like on the outside are just a waste of my time.
....I can not please EVERYBODY.
....I love my family, friend and God more than anything else in the world.
....the things that count most in life are the things that can't be counted.
....telling the truth ALL the time can be hard.
....revising at the last minute is pointless.Seriously.
....doing something to the best of your abilities is what should matter the most and not what others think of it.
....our purpose in life should be to see one another through, not through one another.
....I can't be frank all the time.
....I am a lazy bum.Most of the time anyway.
....the flaws in us are the things that make us unique.
....being true to yourself is important.
....obstacles are the things we see when we take our eyes off our goals. *adapted from the book "Something To Smile About"
....if you can't love yourself and God first, don't bother trying to love someone else.
....no one is perfect.
....constantly reminding someone of something they involuntarily did or said to you that you did not like even though they apologised profusely can get old.Really la. Just forgive and forget.
....forgiveness doesn't come easy to some people.
....being mean has its price.
....God's steadfast and undying love for me is forever.
....I should never judge a book by its cover.Actually,I shouldn't judge at all.
....life has its ups and downs.
....life is only going to get tougher as I get older.
....among the things that you can give and still keep are your word, a smile, and a grateful heart. * adapted from the book "Something To Smile About"
....believing in myself all the time is hard.But I can always try.
....everyone is equal.No one is different from the other.
....money isn't everything.
....being a catholic is cool.
....my musical talents are limited.Very limited.
....physics and me just don't go together. Sad as it would seem.
....I am not a genius and never will be no matter how hard I try.But wait.EVERYBODY knew that.
....if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all.
....I don't mix well with rude people.
....my concentration span is limited.
....giving people the benefit of the doubt can be a good thing.
....I should think before I act.
....making the right choices in life ain't always easy.

Split Decisions

Friday, August 12, 2005

Ok.I don't know what is worse.My inability to actually hold a book in front of me and study or this stupid haze.

Considering the fact that my tests are in,oh lets say, three days, the most obvious thing to do at the moment is pick up my books and start cramming.Really cram.Hard.I hate last minute revising although I don't even make it a point to start revising earlier.Go figure.

The haze is getting worse day by day.My eyes are getting sore.Throat is not feeling any better.Ugh.

I don't feel like studying although I absolutely must.Somebody save me!!Hehe~
Maybe I'll just blame my poor test results on the haze.It's a good reason.A VERY good reason.

Hail All!

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Well well well.Today was quite an eventful day I MUST say.Although I feel a little light haeded at the moment, bet most of you guys know why,it wasn't a totally horrible day.

7.00 a.m.Off to school.The haze is getting worst by the day though.Yeah a real understetement that was.To actually say that the haze will not improve in the next few days is the truth.I hate living like this,where all you worry about is how much smoke you breathe in and coughing till your lungs hurt and your eyes are hurting all the time.The list goes on and on mind you.Ugh Ugh UGH!!

12.45 p.m.Went home early today and was totally grateful as I REALLY couldn't stand another minute of inhaling all that smoke.There won't be school tomorrow by the way Woohoooo!Exams, or should I say tests, as Germae puts it is next week though. I am DEAD.

I witnessed a miracle today.However,I wont go into the details.You can just ask me personally.Just remember that God works.Believe that.


Anyway,back to the title, there was a hailstorm today! Not everybody witnessed it though.Sad.It REALLY wasn't something you would wanna miss.I'm not too sure where the hailstorm took place, and mind you, it was not a BIG one, but I'm pretty sure most people in Subang Jaya were able to witness it.People living in Petaling Jaya however,did not I think.It actually rained ICE for a good 2 to 3 minutes.We even went outside to pick them up.It's not an everyday occurence in Malaysia so you can just imagine us going out and staring in amazement at the ice.Yup yup,at least today wasn't a bad day.Save for the haze.

Hope the haze clears soon.I just can't bear sitting for exams, i mean tests, with the haze as it hurts my eyes.Haihhhh.

Thoughts for the Day

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

So......Another day is over.Not a very fruitful one I must say.To me anyway.
I've been feeling rather low these past few days.I really have no idea why.

Anyway....I was reading a rather interesting article today.The topic?
Loving your body.
Well,so the article didn't exactly print that heading, but it's my own rendition of it. Trust me,I actually did read something relating to that.

Ever noticed how nowadays most people,teenagers especially,to name a few,are well,kinda obsessed about the way they look?Not that I'm saying it's a bad thing.BUT some actually go overboard and would do just about ANYTHING to achieve the perfect body.

The article I was reading ,talked about a lady who is a fitness counselor and yet she isn't exactly what you would picture a fitness counselor to look like. Yes,she didn't have the perfect body and the whole package.The article went on about how this lady just didn't care about what other people thought of her as long as she was content with who she is.

Thats the problem nowadays isn't it?People put more emphasis on what they look like on the outside rather than what they put in the inside.

Body conscious people just can't enjoy life to the fullest in my opinion.When you actually count every single calorie you consume in a day,even that small piece of cake or chocolate,then you really need to get a life.

So what if you've put on just the slightest bit of weight?Nobody actually cares la.If they did,then these are the people you shouldn't be mixing with.It only proves that they like you for what you look like on the outside rather than what you portray on the inside.

So ok,peer pressure does play a part in this I suppose.Teenagers just feel pressured to be the perfect person so that they will be accepted by all.But most of them don't actually realise that you can't please everyone.Nobody's perfect.People do tend to find faults in you one way or another.Most of us judge others on how they look on the outside for starters.I mean,come on,we are only humans after all.No point denying it.I am no different.Though,I'm trying to change.

However,if ever you need assurance that there IS someone who loves you for who you are and not how you dress, how you look like on the outside,how poor you are, etc. etc......just remember GOD is always there in your time of need for a friend.His love for us is unconditional even if we don't always take notice of it.Truly.

I,for one,am eternally grateful for his undying love for me.You should feel the same way.=)

Hey People!!

Monday, August 08, 2005

Well well WELL!!After much thought and consideration,I FINALLY decided to set up a blog.Courtesy of some people.I actually feel really inferior to some people,though i think i should not.

My english is rapidly deteriorating for instance.Exams are just around the corner and YES,yours truly hasn't started revising.Man,i just feel so......ugh.

Ok ok.So this is not the cheerful blog i intended to start out with.But hey,I guess this IS a place to express one's feelings.So please please please,do not think i will always post such depressing posts.I actually DO feel happy most of the time.Mood swings aside of course.

 
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