Snip snap

Saturday, April 24, 2010

PMS is such a b*tch. I'm gaining weight from all that extra eating.

I cut my fringe today. Because I felt like it. I've been feeling off these few days. I woke up this morning with the urge for the fringe and since getting a haircut here costs me an arm or a leg, I decided to do it myself. Heh. I think I might have over done it. Whoops. In my defense, its my first time but there is just something extremely calming of taking control of those scissors and snip snapping the hair. Its not horrible. i can still show my face in public if I haven't been scaring enough people already. But it might be a bit short. I'll let you be the judge.

Once again, PMS is a pain in the ass. I'll go for a jog tomorrow. I need it.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

I hate PMS. It makes me eat.

I like. Bite me.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

I'm a happy sap. Because I still believe in childhood innocence.

*Photos/posters by Kim Anderson. Visit her here.

Yes, you don't have to tell me twice.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I think I should sleep more. Before I start scaring people.

I should start making a poll of some sort to keep track of the number of people who tell me I look dead tired. If this keeps up, I won't need make up for Halloween this year :(

I'm Always Late.

Friday, April 09, 2010

Blessed Easter!

With that said, this Easter has been one of the best so far. I count my little baby blessings everyday. To say the least, Easter Camp this year rocked my socks to the docks.

And You know for what reason :) Rejoice people! The song that really touched my heart. And will continue to do so.

Love Crucufied Arose

Michael Card

Long ago He blessed the earth
Born older than the years
And in the stall a cross He saw
Through the first of many tears
A life of homeless wandering
Cast out in sorrow's way
The Shepherd seeking for the lost
His life the price He paid

[Chorus]
Love crucified arose
The risen One in splendor
Jehovah's sole Defender
Has won the victory
Love crucified arose
And the grave became a place of hope
For the heart that sin
and sorrow broke
Is beating once again

Throughout Your life
you've felt the weight
Of what you'd come to give
To drink for us that crimson cup
So we might really live
At last the time to love and die
The dark appointed day
That one forsaken moment when
Your Father turned His face away

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I've gone through so much and yet I can still find the strength to carry on. I am super woman. Hear me roar. Bow down and kiss my toes :P

For all my cracks, God still sent you guys down to watch over me. I love you my little angels. <3

I love awesome photography.

Monday, March 29, 2010

I almost got this poster for my room. Me like. But I opted for the Audrey Hepburn one instead which I have always wanted as well. Maybe next time. How true can this get?

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There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but thats not giving up... Its realizing that you don't need certain people, the bullshit and the drama they bring. - Unknown

How true can this get?

1,2, step.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

I fell down.

And picked myself up again.

Laughing this time.

Because I know the bruises will eventually fade.

If lucky. No scars shall remain.

Yes, I literally fell down.

But life is full of it too.

With every fall, a million blessings will come. I'm sure of it.

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Maybe they are right. I can't keep track of the number of people who have told me I look so tired,dead and that I need more sleep. I try. But I can't seem to change this inbuilt 7am wake up time biological clock. Regardless of my bedtime.

I need to open God's book of life for me. Because I have no idea what comes next and I don't like to make big life changing decisions. I don't want people to dictate my life but I just can't seem to fully figure out what I want. Maybe it is true. I over estimated my confidence level. Just maybe. But determined to change that. Because I can. Oh gosh, I AM fickle.

Guys may complain about the million and one things in life and why they have to dress up for that family dinner they didn't want to go for in the first place but knew they would be in deep shit with the folks if they didn't do it, but I'll concur with them on this one. Girls are complicated creatures. I certainly find myself hard to figure out at times. And definitely not afraid to admit it.

You know, I'm starting to wonder if it really does take another guy to solve a girl's guy problems. Not like the advise was original or anything. It just made the advise seem more possible. That there will always be sunshine after the rain. Even with Melbourne's gloomy weather these days. Or rather its PMS weather. Hot, cold, hot, cold. I like COOL. Sunny with the wind in your hair kind.

Sleep is a fleeting thing.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

I can't believe it's only been a month since I got back.

I'm mentally drained. My poor cerebrum can't take much more. Thats what you get when you try to be on top of ALL your subjects. I never had prior training before this. Because I never bothered to be on top of things then cram for finals. Woe is me.

BUT I am determined to enjoy what could possibly be my last year as a student(Oh no I am not ready,repeat NOT ready to go and work, please please don't make me). I'm looking at brighter days to come. Please sunshine.

Haven't spoken to a certain friend in ages and yet God sent the person with words for the soul. I can't thank you enough. I'll take your advice I promise but things are looking much clearer now. Dear friend, thank you. I owe you a drink when I get back :)

High time baby.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

I think its high time I went for that jog. It is waaaay overdue. When I can't fit into those shorts, I'll regret it so badly and I know it.

I need sleeeeeeep. But I'm such a slacker I can't help staying up to finish procrastinated work. I'm trying okaaaaay. And no, the dark circles have always been there. Ever since I was in high school. 2 assignments due every week and being the nerd that I am, I always want to score that high mark. I'm sorry if I'm acting like such a nerd. You obviously don't know me very well if you thought that. And honestly, I couldn't care less. I have enough love in this world as well as from above to be the contented little princess that I am. Uh-huh, bet you never knew I was a princess either. C:

I need Easter break to come. NOW. And my baybeh too. I need advice :( I'm so confused sometimes it scares me. But heck, I've been so busy these days, I'm thankful for the distraction away from personal problems. Oh I need to be a small kid again when boys had cooties and were icky. Life was so much simpler.

The right decision is not always the best one. The best decision is not always the right one. I'm thinking which one sounds better. Give me your two cents.

And you think you are so smart.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

I hate it when they say that. Yet, I can't say it to your face.

I'm such a coward. I really am too nice sometimes. I need to let it out I think. After all, the people who mind don't matter and the people who matter don't mind. End of story.

C:

DONE. Lalalaalalaalaaa~

Assignments are making me go cuuuuuckoooooo.

p.s: I'm done editing my layout. NOT assignments :(

Sunday, March 14, 2010

In the process of updating the blog. I'll get there eventually. Patience is a virtue.

Stupid weighing machine. You gave me false hope. I should break you.

Current tune: Acoustic version of Down by Jay Sean.

And when there is nothing left to say

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

So everything that can go wrong, did. It would have been the crappiest weekend ever save the awesome company. But honestly, this is a test from God that I wouldn't want to go through again.

I'm so confused about what to do it scares the shit out of me. I really need that shining light right about now. If you can hear me.

I need to feel better. I really do. Melbourne, work your magic. Then again, I'm too busy to miss home now. I better get my nerd mojo back. Its only week 2 and I know nuts about what is going on.
I want to be a flower among the thorns of doubt and stress. I'll bloom one day. I will. Watch me.

Current tune: Love Me by Yiruma

Here You Go

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

Well, here I am once again ready to write about things of the top of my head because I am the type of person that really doesn't plan what to write in advance anyway. Even for academic essays, I'm always spontaneous. Thats why I still thank God and count my lucky stars I managed to score that high band for IELTS.

I've officially moved in to the new place. Yup, after that almost 2 weeks of house hunting from abroad and here in the land down under, stress, anxiety, panic, lack of sleep, packing, etc etc etc, I've found the new place. At a cost of course. But feels good to have my own room once again. And an en-suite bathroom. The rent is over budget but haih. Desperate la. Pictures will be uploaded in due time. I need to clean up and attempt to make my room have an appearance of being worthy of my mum's 5 star rating. Which will probably take me the entire year. If not more. Heh.

Moving has been though. I concede.

But in all honesty, leaving home the 2nd time around was even harder. The first time was because I was excited to leave home. I really was. I didn't feel it then. Being independent is a nice feeling actually. I knew as soon as I got here it would get better. But leaving, thinking of leaving, waiting to get to the airport was hard. Of course it didn't help that I had not yet found a place to live and then my visa gave me a few problems as well because I had to update my passport.

But I'm thinking now that I just felt I did not spend much time with the family and friends this hols because I was busy working. But please don't get me wrong. I thoroughly enjoyed myself at work. Of course waking up at 6 am could be a something to whine about. But I won't. I'm seriously the luckiest intern ever. Kudos to my extremely nice bosses and work colleagues. I couldn't have asked for anything more. I even got a farewell lunch from big boss, small boss, all the bosses AND PRESENT. It's the prettiest pen you have ever seen loooor. I'm pretty sure I'm just a little spoiled, wanting to have the best of both worlds. *wanted to insert a picture here but refused to put one of miley cyrus because I don't want to/ like her voice but can't find other pictures*

This is the first time I ever felt like I missed home before I left it. But I'm here now. New year, new sem. Stop whining, Sara Kang. And as much as I miss home, I'm beginning to feel like Melbourne is once again growing on me. Being independent sure is a full time job. I miss mummy's pampering.

Classes have started and I'm back to running between them. Honestly, I BETTER lose some weight this year. I wanna look good in my graduation pictures OKAY. And keeping busy helps forget about missing home. Friends, I love you <3

Till next time,

Sara

Love, don't hate me

Thursday, February 18, 2010

I'm so sorry to have abandoned you.

Please don't get mad.

I'll update soooooon okay. Just trying to make do with my very limited time back here in Malaysia.

I don't feel like going back yeeeeet. Although I'm growing fat here.

Sigh.

Intern Smintern

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

So, its been 3 weeks. Of interning that is. Haven't had too much hard work and no big datelines to meet or anything :) Which is good but sometimes I wish I had a more challenging job. But I understand why I can't do the more complicated stuff because I don't really have access to the systems they use. But hopefully one day I will be able to see it before I leave the place.

On the many plus sides, I've had good people to work with. All very friendly people and can really joke around making the place so much more fun to be around. Seriously I sit next to some jokers okay. Which is really what is needed.

The first week was kinda lonely as I am in nature a shy person and being a loner at times is what I do best. So yes, bookshops were my best friend before I left and it still is. But gone are those days cause well, I sudah buat kawan. *pats back* Hahahhaha. Sad case.

I also got present yo! See, life is goooooood :)

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You know, it was depressing hearing the news about the passing of a friend albeit not a close one. But I did go to his house for Christmas once those many years ago. And we did exchange a joke or 5 before as well. If the memory sticks, to me, it means you have made an impact on my short life on earth. And really, I have no idea if I could ever bear it if someone really close to me were to leave. Selfish, I know. But honestly, how do you deal with it? I mean, how do you accept the fact that a person with so much potential to has left us this way? The only consolation is that you are in a better place and right now. You'll be sorely missed by those closest to you. RIP Rajan.

You know you love me :)

Friday, December 18, 2009

I've gained weight since I came home! NO NO NO. I refuse to reveal the actual amount. Its too embarassing. Not joking.

I am praying work will make me eat less and I don't get to nap as well. Oh yeah, I've started my internship at RBS Malaysia. ANYONE WORKING AT KLCC????? Call me for lunch yo :P So far work has been little cause I just started by its getting to the end of the year meaning more reports to hand in. Been baby steps ok? I'm learning :)

Updates will be sparse. I've lost the blogging mojo again. :(

Love from sunny Malaysia

Sunday, December 06, 2009

Its been almost a week. Me like :)

I've been eating, sleeping, shopping. Repeat x 100000.

But its all good :)

Updates later aite.

The last post from where I have been for the past 9 months

Saturday, November 28, 2009

So, I don't need to elaborate because well, you KNOW I have waited long enough for this day.

Absence does make the heart grow fonder. I can't wait to squeeze everyone back home. By squeeze I mean hug. But you intelligent people know that :)

Its been a good 9 months. I don't know what I did to deserve this good life. But rest assured, I am very grateful for it. No complains whatsoever.

I have not discovered Melbourne enough yet though!! Oh I will DEFINITELY do it more next year. Was just too fresh this year. EXCUSES I KNOW BUT TRUE WHAAAAT. :D

Resolutions for next year:

1. Beaches! Next year I mesti go. I didn't really go this year. No swimsuit :( But yes next yeeeeear.

2. Looooooose weight for graduation. MUST. Better stop before people say I am complaining about weight again. I'm a girl. A girly girl most of the time. Who likes pretty pretty dresses. And shoes. Bite me.

3. H1 for all subjects! I CAAAAAAAN. Don't think I so dumb dumb can? I know my grades this year have been nothing to boast about but give me a break or 5 la I was adapting to life here. Okay another excuse because I think I have settled in quite well here if I do say so myself :) I don't think I show it enough how much I miss home because people have been saying WHY do I want to go back right after exams. I am pretty sure they think I am very comfortable here. Which I am. In all honesty. Home is still home you know? :) That special feeling of always knowing that no matter how much you screw up, there will always be people who will love you for all your faults.

4. I shall add more when I can think of some. Currently wasting time because I am too lazy to pack things. BUT CANNOOOOT. I'm leaving tonight. Okay bye bye.

Gah I don't like packing. Oh sure I was dying to do it while I was having exams but now when it is actually here....okay I shall stop complaining cause there really is nothing to complain about is there?

Melbourne, you have been good to me. I'll be back next year :) Don't miss me!