My Little Theory That Has Yet To Be Proven.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Up till now, I've had three people come up to me and said that I look like a form 2. *gives a BIG smile* And to think these 3 comments a.k.a. compliments ( yeah I'm treating them as compliments) came in almost the same time as each other.* gives a BIGGER smile*

That may not be much to you but for someone who has spent most of her waking life being told she looks like a college student when she is in fact 2 years younger, that number is pretty big.

Yeah, thats me. Ugh how I hate being told I look older that my actual age. No offense but honestly, I juat wanna look my age. Whatever that means. When I tell people that I'm actually so and so, their eyes get all big and round and they go "Really?!?...Wow you look older than that!"..it sucks. I dont wanna grow old that fast...

Then there are the times when I get mistaken for a sales girl. You won't believe how many times I get that. Especially at shopping malls. Then again I haven't had anyone come up to me and asked me to find this pair of shoes in saiz 6 for them recently....Must be the " You look like a form 2 thing..its working ". Heh.

So here' my little theory..No offense whatsoever but the people that came up to me and said that I looked younger for once were actually quite mature looking themselves. So I'm thinking that it works in a way that people who look older than they really are, lets say 3 years older, have a way at looking at other people and thinking they are younger than their given age. Yes, even those who look older than their age e.g.= me. It got me thinking and I was trying to remember those who thought I looked older than my age and I've come to realise that those people actually looked younger than their age. Thats a compliment btw to those of you.

I hope you guys understood what I just said. Or wrote. :)

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I'm going to go to my aunt's house to eat now. Ah life is sweet when you get to eat and actually have a reason for putting on weight. In my case, its our never-ending festivals...

Happy Chinese New Year!

Saturday, January 28, 2006

I've been eating one way too many of these lately. I think I average about 3 a day. Then again I do only eat like this once a year. So yeah, I'm gonna continue eating till I finish the whole basket...I'm currently attacking the 2nd basket. The 1st one didn't have a chance. Feeling soooo vitamin C enriched at the moment. :)

These are Mandarins btw.


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I'm going to be spending CNY in KL this year. Yeah finally. It's just so tiring travelling to Penang sometimes. And I go there often. Very often. Besides when I go there all I do is eat, sleep, and watch TV. I can't even yack much as me, being a banana and therefore can't even speak my own mother tongue. I'm hopeless.

I'll be going to Malacca for a day trip to visit my mother's side of the family. Really looking forword to it as I have not been there for the longggggggest of times. Besides there'll be loads of food, food, food!!

P.S. = My friends were oh so wrong this year!Nyahahahahah....I'm not going back to Penang contrary to what they think...

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!!


P.P.S = Ang pows are most welcomed....teehee~

I've Been Tagged!!

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Wow!!...I've been tagged by my dearest Ai Leen. So here goes......


The rules/procedures are as follows:The first player of this game starts with the topic "five weird habits of yourself," and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their five weird habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next five people to be tagged and link to their web journals. Don't forget to leave a comment in their blog or journal that says "You are tagged" (assuming they take comments) and tell them to read yours.

Proceed at your own risk..

1. I tend to drift off a lot. I'm sorry if you're talking to me and I suddenly look like I'm staring into oblivion...

2. I like it when my mum lets me eat the fried rice that gets stuck to the ladle after she finishes cooking...Hehe..Yeah the slightly burnt part..

3. I have a weird earring fetish..I can't help but buy a pair or three almost everytime I go shopping...Teehee~

4. I like things neat and tidy. I'm not neat and tidy however. Ugh. Hypocrite.

5. My face turns way too pink when I get all flushed up..It's pretty damn obvious...

And now I tag...

Germae
Audrey
Wern Ching
Krystyn
Aaron

My Definition Of Low

Saturday, January 14, 2006

I'm feeling low.

I'm feeling very, very low.

I'm feeling very, very, very low.

I'm feeling lower than low.

Lower than the bottom-of-the-ocean low.

And I have no idea why.

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My friends have started studying.

Going for revision courses.

I haven't.

Now I feel lower than a bottomless pit.

Somebody shoot me.

I'm Blogging....When I Should Be Studying..*sigh*

Thursday, January 12, 2006

I'm blogging....when I should really be studying. I'll regret this later.

I'm in one of those moods. Currently feeling very sleepy AND grouchy. Sue me if you will. I don't care at the moment.

Of course a few things have happened that brought me to this point of feeling low and I think if anyone talks to me right now, I just might not answer them or snap back. Thats why I'm blogging.

First of all, I came home with a mountain of homework. Then I discovered that I accidentally tore out a page from one of my books which had vital information as to what I have to do for my never ending Moral essay. So now I can't finish my essay and I have to go to school tomorrow and rush to finish it. In a way, I guess I should have written all that IMPORTANT info in a place where I was not exactly prone to tearing out. Which makes the matter more infuriating. *smacks head*

I CAN'T DO MY ADD MATHS (Or more like I can't finish it by myself).So its nothing new... I've been leaving blank pages in my book all the this time due to the fact that my puny brain can't function well enough to solve all the equations.....

Mod Maths was...torturous. I am now 100% convinced it will never be of any use to me in the future...refer to my previous post on my lil' rambling on Mod Maths.

My brain is in deep shit. I can't remeber how to do my Chemistry...Most of it anyway. And to think that I like Chemistry the most out of my three Science subjects. The horror......

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I'm in a dilemma.

I've been stuffing myself non- stop with food since the holidays started. Somehow last year all the main festivals happened a few weeks from each other. Hari Raya, Deepavali, Christmas, etc...

Ang NOW, CNY is just around the little corner.... Another period for me to pig out on food with too much fat, carbs and cholesterol. I seriously can't afford to stuff my big fat mouth. Honestly. After stuffing myself during the Christmas period, I somehow managed to stuff myself again during New Year as well. The wonders of my stomach.

I want to eat.I really really do. But I can't start pigging out yet again. I really really can't. I know its the hols and all...that makes it even harder NOT to gorge myself in sinful yet shamelessly delicious food.

So much for psyching myself to eat more healthily la..... Although I must say that I have been doing fairly well... well, before the festive season la not pigging out every chance I got...Cereals for breakfast and all. Low-fat whole-wheat cereals. Believe it or not. Before this, I would never have touched a cereal box much less one that says 'low-fat AND whole-wheat'. I suprised myself though. It turned it to be better than I expected and I didn't have much complaints whatsoever. Then.

Anybody wanna convince me that I've been eating too much? Criticism appreciated. No offense taken. It might help psych me out anyway.

XOXO,
Sara

One week.Just One Week.

Saturday, January 07, 2006

School started this week.Wow big shocker there now is it?...Yup, after two months of practically doing almost nothing I'm back to waking up at 6 a.m. and spending half my day presumebly gaining knowledge....

Just a re-cap of my first week in what would possibly be my most stressful year thus far...

Tuesday- Started off with us being our usual blur selves trying to find out where we were supposed to line up and stuff..Yup, typically us.After that followed with a usual boring day, save for the constant chatting our lovable class is able to produce (catching up with each other mah..).There are usually no lessons on the first day of school.Thinking about it made me feel more cheerful actually.Maybe for once I would not have to come home to a never ending pile of homework *shudders*...Then..to top off the day like a beautiful cherry on a Sundae, in came our Physics teacher and gave us a peka to doShe even wanted us to stay back!.On our first day...Why? I may never know....Don't teachers know that we're still trying to get accustomed to studying againafter a two month hiatus?Hehhe.

Wednesday-Nothing much except for another boring lesson of Mod Maths. I don't mean to criticise or anything but honestly la, some of the topics in Mod Maths just don't seem to be useful to me now and never will be.Never ever.

Thursday-Yup, Pn. Lee missed us.Missed giving us tons of homework that is.Aih. The first Add Maths period and we're already piled with homework.Too much homework.Yeah, she sure missed us.A lot if you judge by the amount of homework she gave us.

Friday-Had our first Chemistry lesson today.Wasn't so bad actually.Found out that I have to pay RM 143 just to sit for SPM.What a rip off.Might as well don't sit for the exam..If it were possible.A BIG if.A very big UNLIKELY if.

Thats the first week.Only the first week.Many more to come till the big bang. Currently praying very hard to survive this year.*smiles*

P.S. : Remember when I said this would probably be my most stressful year? Actually someone corrected me on that one today.It isn't probably.It WILL be.The reason is because he says this exam will determine my entire future...Oh joy to the world.I feel no pressure now.Nope, not at all. *rolls eyes*

Twenty O Six, Here I Come!

Sunday, January 01, 2006

New year.New school year.New me.Or maybe not...

Another year is over.It seems really, really, REALLY fast.In two days I'll be going back to school.Aih...form 5.Another crucial year.Just to add to my stress o-meter.Before I know it, SPM will be right in front of my eyes.

I just can't believe that this year will probably be my last year in this school.Unless I somehow or raher plan to do from 6 la..Which will probably not happen anyway.Whatever.As I was saying, I can even still remember my first day in secondary school.Then suddenly.....its my last.How time flies.Pretty soon it'll be colleges and hopefully,(keeping my fingers crossed) universities.

SPM year.One I have been dreading.Guess I can't escape it.Another year of lugging around heavy revision books.Hehe.I can't 'wait'...

Somebody asked me about new year resolutions recently.Come to think of it, I can't exactly remember a new year's resolution I bothered to make AND follow.I just forget about it after a while.Sad.My resolution this year?... Hmmmm...Hopefully to excel in my oh-so-important SPM.And just being a nice person.

I feel very lazy to yack at the moment.Probably because I'm not feeling too well.Anyway, beforeI go...

Have A Joyous and Wonderful New Year!!!