When tags are a life saver.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

1.Is anything wrong?
- Nothing's wrong really.  Finals might be an exeption.

2. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
- Haha. I think I won't kiss a girl for now.

3. Do you want to go to college?
- Yes. Duh.

4. How many kids do you want to have?
- I don't know, honestly.

5. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- Most of the time.

6. What did you do for your last birthday?
- Lunch with friends, dinner with family.

7. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- Sleeping. Tired OKAY. Bengkak eye somemore. Its worse now. :(

8. Name something you cannot wait for?
- Finals to end.

10. What is one thing you would change in your life?
- Mistakes make you human. To love learn from them is divine.

12. Last thing you ate/drank?
- Bread

13. Whats your favorite month?
- December. Christmas decorations are so pretty.

14. What is your least favorite month?
- None.

15. Do you like peanut butter?
- Haven't eaten it in a while. But I have no problem with it. 

16. Who’s making you feel the way you are right now?
- No one. My bengkak eye is giving me hell though.

17. Most visited web pages
- Blogs, Facebook, YouTube

18. Last person to make you mad?
- Its a tie between arrogant engineering students and a certain lecturer.

19. Pepsi or coke?
- Don't like gassy drinks.

20. Have you hugged anyone in the past week?
- Yup.

21. Fun thing to look forward to this week?
- Nothing.

22. What do you think about your sibling(s)?
- Can't live without them.

24. Whats your favorite number(s)?
- It used to be 21, 2, 1. Then I grew up. Realising there wasn't a point in getting a favourite number because I never did love those numbers. I chose it when I was a kid because it's my brithday and when I still wrote in Biography books and everyone had to have a fave number. Gah. 

25. What do you do after school/college?
- Bum.

26. Do you know how to swim?
- Yup. I can sink too.

27. Where were you born?
- SJMC.

28. Do you have a crush?
- Haha. Variety is good.

FRIEND CONFESSIONS
1. Are you jealous of one or more of your friends?
-No. Maybe certain aspects I admire, but never jealous. 

2. Have you known any of your friends your whole life?
- Kinda. The close ones since primary school.

3. Are any of your friends taller than you?
- Almost all. But its okay. Heels are my best friend.

4. Have you ever been ditched by a friend?
- Ditched? Not stood up or whatever.

5. Do you have your friend’s phone number’s memorized?
- A few.

6. Have you lost or forgotten a friend’s phone number?
- Yea. Sorry. I delete numbers every now and then.

7. Have you been to most of your friends houses?
- Yeah.

8. Do you love most of your friends?
- Uh huh.

HABIT CONFESSIONS
1. Do you play with things when nervous?
- My hair maybe. People say that.

2. Do you have an odd obsession with knives?
- No. Not suicidal.

3. Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
- Closed.

4. Is there at least one sound you can’t stand?
- Sure. High pithed noise should be banned.

5. What is your worst habit?
- Procrastinating.

LOVE CONFESSIONS
1. Do you currently like/love someone?
- Innocent crushes are good.

2. Do you want to kill one of your exes?
- No exes.

4. Has one of your crushes ever called you self centered before?
- Haha. I wouldn't know. But go die if you did. 

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
1. Do you think abortions are horrible?
- Yes I do. Unless it is truly necessary for one reason or another.

2. Are you against or think gay marriage is bad?
- Sigh. Another current hot topic. No comment.

3. Is pink an ugly color?
- NO. :) But I'm not some Barbie doll who dresses in pink all the time.

4. Needles aren’t so horrible?
- Not so horrible. I don't get a jab often. If I did, it would be horrible.

5. You have plenty of secrets?
- A few. Be nice and maybe I'll tell you. Or not. :P

HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
1. Have you ever fallen UP the stairs?
- TRIPPED while walking up, yes. Technically, how do you FALL up? 

2. Have you ever had a nail fall off?
- No. Chipped nails only.

3.Have you ever slapped someone across the face?
- No. I was never close enough to those I thought I wanted to.

I tag everyone on my blog list. 

Dream a little dream

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Honey honey, how he thrills me, a-ha, honey honey

Honey honey, nearly kill me, a-ha, honey honey

I've heard about him before

I wanted to know some more

And now I know what they mean, he's a love machine

Oh, he makes me dizzy 

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Mamma mia, here I go again

My my, how can I resist you?

Mamma mia, does it show again

My My, just how much I've missed you?

Yes, I've been broken-hearted

Blue since the day we parted

Why, why did I ever let you go?

Mamma mia, now I really know

My my, I should not have let you go

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You can dance

You can jive

Having the time of your life

See that girl

Watch that scene

Diggin' the dancing queen

..................

I can still recall

Our last summer

I still see it all

Walks along the Seine

Laughing in the rain

Our last summer

Memories that remain

*RRRRRIIIINNNNNGGGGGG*

*Haystack hair emerges* Oh wait it's a girl.

* Sara wakes up from dream* 

Sigh. Isn't there a good soul out there to offer her free tickets? Pretty pretty please. Or people with loads of spare cash. 

*Bats eyelashes* 

*Fails* 

*Gives up* 

Dum dee dum

Thursday, October 02, 2008

It's utterly frightening how my brain works.

A few days of slacking around, going out and watching dramas have made me a COMPLETE slob that I even refuse to do my work. The procrastinating nature never helps. Oh THERE goes the holiday plan to study.

Well, at least I received SOME good news that will hopefully push my lazy ass to do some work. 

Tags etc.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Before Wei Jie kills me.....

1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
His lost. I am worth so much more.

2. If you have a dream to come true, what will it be?
Travel the world perhaps. Or maybe just have more hours in a day.  There are soooo many things to do.

3.Whose butt would you like to kick?
No one at the moment. No one has pissed me off that much yet.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Many many many things. I can be selfish when necessary.

5.Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I don't know. I honestly don't. But yikes, don't misunderstand. I am straight.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both. How can it be one sided? Life is so not worth it that way.

7.How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Not forever and ever if thats what you mean. Maybe in the olden days I would have said that. But if its worth the wait, then a little time won't kill.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Get over it as best la. I never did like attached people that way anyway.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Duh. I am easy to please ok. But don't take it for granted :)

10. What takes you down the fastest?
Piles of work.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Rich..... Yeah. Rich. 

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
God, family, friends

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Sarcasm is one of her middle names. Friendly and in your face attitude works well too :)

14. Have you SMILED today?
Yes. Singing along to Mamma Mia always makes me smile.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Switch off the alarm.

16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yes. I expect the same in return.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Haha. I'll let you know if I come to that crossroad.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgiving yes. I forgive easily. That doesn't mean I'll forget any faster.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
I don't know. I can honestly say that.

20. Do you believe in long distance relationships?
It happens and kudos to those who make it. I'm not sure personally for me though.

Not tagging anyone. But feel free to do it. I'm just being a bum as usual.

Addiction is a vice :(

I can still recall our last summer 

I still see it all 

Walks along the Seine, laughing in the rain 

Our last summer 

Memories that remain

A new bliss

Sunday, September 28, 2008

A new bliss. Seriously.

Yiruma- River Flows in You. MY lullaby for now :D

Good things come eventually.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Well!!

Here I am, still alive. For the most part :)

I change emotions so often it's scary. Teehee. You'll get used to it if you aren't already. 

Anyway, it must be so trifling reading about the life of an average teen. Millions blog about their lives too. Nothing out of the ordinary. Too bad I am an exeption eh? :D

But heck, I don't discuss really important issues here anyway and if you still visit here, you've probably noticed by now. For heart-to-heart conversations, call me out and we'll talk. I don't bear my whole soul here for a one sided reflection. Not my style. I can get deep when the occasion calls for it. Only when it does. And only people I am confortable with of course.

So for the most part, small rantings, okay, sometimes longer rantings occupy this place. And of course the small joys in life that come by every now and then. Those that can be mentioned in passing. The big ones really can't be put into words. They could, but it would take you ages to read it anyway. And the human mind is so fickle. Too many words and they drift off. Am I right? :D Besides, I DO have many big joys in life.

Anyway, as usual, I forgot the reason for this post. I guess I am just feeling better than usual. I love this feeling. Assignments done and all. Well, I do have one more but I'm pausing for a moment to take a breather. Oh and not to mention the vast amount of reading I have neglected for God knows how many weeks. It's a wonder I still am able to retain a fraction of what is mentioned in lectures considering my current state. 

Anyway, as I said, a breather and a respite from the workload. Tralalalalalala....

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I've succumbed to the dark side. I thought I was strong enough to resist it but....I failed. I'm such a sucker for a good book :( It's so bad it might be a flaw.

I'm reading Twilight now. Don't roll your eyes okay. True, I haven't read books like these in a long time. I do admit they can be a little cliched. I mean, compared to books like The Kite Runner, Angela's Ashes, Gone With The Wind, Pride and Prejudice and Atonement to name a few, Twilight can seem really shallow. Not much depth. Surely you get it. Its very easy reading.

But I've not outgrown my girlish fantasies. Not totally anyway. So it's always nice to indulge in a book like Twilight every now and then. Hehe.

I didn't think it was such a hit in Malaysia but then suddenly everyone was talking about it. I think the movie, due in December or November created the hype. 

Short gist la. I am so very lazy to give the details here. Vampire love story. Hot male vampire falls for human girl which apparently isn't as hot. So the story goes... Cliched right? Smirk all you want, I really don't care. Besides, I'll always prefer those novels to series like Twilight.

I think it's a huge hit with the tweens since I did find it in the teenage section of MPH. I heard of this book a long time ago but I didn't think it was a big thing in Malaysia and then the next thing I knew, its displayed everywhere.

So... heh. I'm weak for many things okay. Don't judge. I love clothes and books equally as much :P

Anyway, I was quite reluctant to buy it since the printed words were quite big and well, I'm so used to small words in bestselling novels. I even thought of borrowing the series. Yeah, its a series. But I COULDN'T help myself. I read the 1st book in a day. Heh. BIG WORDS, LARGE SPACINGS. Okay la the point is, I bought the whole set :D :D 

New books make me happy la. Anything new makes me happy. So I'm gonna indulge for a while. I know its not a good thing. BUT. We shall leave it at that. And I haven't read a good book in weeks :(

Dad spoils me in more ways than one. But I shall be eternally grateful :)

The first book in the series. The next books are New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. 

*skips off happily to read the remaining books*

I hate this feeling.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

When you want it to lie, it never does. The facts are so hard to manipulate unless you are really good at it. Or make up some excuse for all the shortcomings and faults.

I hate this feeling. PMS makes it worse.

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I need something. I'll admit it. Too bad it's way out of my reach. God, be kind to me please.  I've got enough on my mind. My brain is mush now. A big puddle of mush. 

I hate this feeling.

You know its bad when shopping doesn't cheer you up.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

I like country music and fairytales. And classics. Bite me.

Hot guy. And I love Taylor. The dress, so pretty. And the setting. Enough said. So yeah, I'm gonna go dream now, picturing myself in her shoes :D

Quickie... 2/3/4.

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

I forgot the number of times I used quickie as a title.

Cheeps has 404 posts. I have half that number. And I believe I started blogging 1st.

Oh well,I wasted a day not doing my assignments and CASUALLY doing some procrastinated homework. I am so unproductive its scary. I had the whole day free. Was supposed to finish up part of one assignment and do research for another one. I did none. I love my plans :( They seemed feasible at the time.

Uhhuh. Here I go again. 

Finals are soooon. Its already week 9 in Monash time. Why is time in SUCH  a hurry? My knowledge for this sem, although has been increasing very little by little, seems stagnant and numb now. It feels like week 3 to me. I'm counting down the time by the weeks now and mourn when a day passes. 

And I promised a friend we will do well together this sem after consoling him. What a hypocrite I turned out to be.

Anyway, I'm gonna go salvage whatever time I have left now before I go out.

p.s: Owh. Friends are leaving for UK soon. WHYYYYY is everyone leaving? Its depressing. But all the best and please bring back the things I requested :D They scoff at what I asked them to buy. Wahahah. Such cute people. 

Cookie cookie cookie

Monday, September 01, 2008

Aaaahhhh.....

My place smells like Famous Amos.

Teehee.

On rainy days, bake cookies.

And don't ask me if anyone died. I ate a whole lot and I'm here okay? :D

Toodles. Gotta get back to assignments :(

Yet another one.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

I just read something. I hope it wasn't aimed at me or anything.

I do try. But life isn't always free and easy like it used to be, you know? Where all you did was go to school, came home, sleep, yack on the phone with not a care in the world etc. Life has changed abit since then. Retaining childhood innocence is hard in the world. Too much bad things. But kudos to you people who can see the simpler side of things in bad situation. I do at times :) Life has not turned me bitter.

I digress easily. Teehee. Sorry. Where was I? Oh right. But sometimes, you have to be in the other's shoes to understand. You can't please the world. You just can't. You'd die trying to anyway. Cause you'll be living a life to please others and not yourself when really, don't you deserve better than living for others? It's not like they were living for you anyway.

Too bad if they don't understand. It's not your fault really.

If this is a hurdle to make you understand, bring it on. But don't ever say I didn't try.

To quote Randy Pausch, "We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just the way we play the hand"

I pray

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Mandarin test this Friday. She just might fail this one. :(

2 mid terms next week.

2 heavy assignments due the following week. One of which she has barely started. Not that the other is way ahead.

Add in the fact she has been snacking non stop. Stress. Don't ask. Snacking = gaining weight non stop.

The online website is rejecting her attempts to log in to try the MCQ questions. *ajfkfbiwbwibwicb##djfb*

Oh Lord.If even there was a time to answer her prayers, let it be now.

She is going to weep now.

Bless you!

p.s.: She is soooo happy her friends are doing well and are happy. They deserve it. Muax muax!

Ugh.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

University applications make me all sad inside.

Siggh. I'm so weird.

Anyway, short update. Not happy news.

Had a bad day yesterday.

You wanna slap me?
Even after I don't talk during your lectures and sit in front so I won't fall asleep and only talk during break time? Just because I talked a bit loudly during break? FYI, I wasn't the only person talking. I'm also NEVER late to lectures unlike you. A person has to let out SOME noise during your insanely boring talk. So I did it during break. Fine then. When I get that HD for your unit, I'll slap you with it.

So pissed.

:D

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

I just finished reading The Kite Runner.

OMG. Please people. Buy it. Steal it. Just get your hands on it!

I haven't watched the movie but I will soon. However, I think it will be a let down compared to the book.


Now I shall not pick up another book before I finish my assignments. Sigggh.

Oh the pain...

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

My thighs are blardy aching :(

After 2 months a few months of not going to the gym, I've become soooo flabby and lazy. My stamina, I think, has dropped to -1.

Yesterday, because I was to lazy to study, I decided to head to the gym in my condo. The workout actually felt good and it somehow give me the urge to start exercising again. This morning, my legs were aching already. And I STILL pushed myself to workout. Now I'm paying the price.

Its sooo painful I just want to lie in bed all day and read a good book.

But I haven't done my homework and assignments. Plus I have 3 lectures tomorrow to read up on.

I want to go OUT!

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I want to see my babes :( I miss them already. And 2 of them have left for Australia. 4 months before they come back. Can't wait.... :( :(

Something to look forward to this Friday at least:D Adeline Heng, I'm comingggggg :)

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Something has come over me. I suddenly have the urge to try out Latin dancing. Classes are offered at Monash this sem :) But I still don't want to be the only nutcase there stepping on everyone's feet.

Losing Pendrive Syndrome. And Tagged.

Friday, July 25, 2008

1st of all, I declare that I want pendrives for my birthday. I MEAN it. With my luck and stupidity, I just might lose them again. God grant me memory power because I am so sick of my stupidity and carelessness. Thank you.

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Tagged by Baybeh :D

This is going to be interesting.

The Music Shuffle Meme
1. Put your iTunes/ music player/ phone on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must put down the song name no matter what.

After you’ve answered all of the questions, tag 5 other people and then let them know they’ve been tagged to the meme themselves.
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1.What would best describe your personality?
Forever- Chris Brown. (Forever what?)

2.What do you like in a guy/girl?
The Time Of my Life- David Cook ( Yup yup, I want to feel like that forever :D)

3.How do you feel today?
This Is Me- Demi Lovato & Joe Jonas ( Yup, this is me. The forgetful dumbo)

4.What is your life's purpose?
Cinderella- Steven Curtis Chapman (Awwwh. I'm Cinderella. Means I'm gonna meet my prince!)

5.What is your motto?
Teardrops On My Guitar- Taylor Swift (Sigh. This is such a depressing motto.)

6.What do your friends think of you?
Until The Time Is Through-5ive (I'll be there for you :D)

7.What do you think of your parents?
All These Lives- Daughtry (Erm. Life they gave me? But they didn't kidnap me :D)

8.What do you think about very often?
It's Only Life- Kate Voegele ( Yup. Oh soooo true)

9.What do you think of your best friend?
Our Song- Taylor Swift ( Hmmmm. We do sing a lot :D)

10.What do you think of your crush?
What About Now- Daughtry ( Hmm. No comment.)

11.What is your life story?
Homecoming- Kanye West ( I haven't really been anywhere.)

12.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Finally- Fergie (Finally, now my life doesn't seem so bad. I'll say these words when I make it big :D)

13.What do you think when you see your crush?
Warwick Avenue- Duffy ( So depressing one!)

14.What do your parents think of you?
What You Got- Akon ft. Colby O'Donis (I've got many things :D)

15.What do strangers think of you?
A.RA.SHI- Arashi (Errrr. No comment.)

16.What will they play at your funeral?
Sakura Sake- Arashi (Eh.)

17.What will you dance to at your wedding?
So Small- Carrie Underwood (Oh well. I hope I won't be this insecure by then.)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
So Close- Jon Mclaughlin ( I'm close to my books :D)

19.What do you think of your friends?
I'm Already There- Lonestar (Yes, I'm there for you guys)

20.What song do you listen to when you are sad?
Smoky Mountain Memories- David Archuleta (Well, it is a sad song :( )

21.What song do you air guitar to?
Always Be My Baby- David Cook (???)

22.What should be your signature karaoke song?
You'll Be In My Heart- Phil Collins ( Not too bad :P)

23.What is your greatest desire?
If I Never Knew You- Pocahontas OST (Hmmm.)

24.What does next year have in store for you?
I Could Not Ask For More- Edwin McCain (Wow. If it comes true, I really could not ask for more :D :D )

25.What's your outlook on life?
Hollywood's Not America- Ferras (Hmmm. Very true actually.)

26.How will you die?
Moon River- Henry Mancini (Two drifters off to see the world...)

27.Do people secretly lust after you?
Istimewa- Indigo ( Hahahha. Is that a yes? I am special after all :P)

28.The best advice you will ever get
It's Not Over- Secondhand Serenade (Not bad at all.)

29.What will I be doing for the next 3 months?
Carry You Home- James Blunt (Does this mean I'll be staying at home?Siiiiggggh :( )

30.What do you think of the person who tagged you?
I'm Yours- Jason Mraz ( Hahaha. Yea, I belong to her :D)

31.What will your future mother-in-law be like?
Only Fooling Myself- Kate Voegele ( Doesn't sound good.Haha.)

32.What is the favourite song of the doctor who will help deliver your baby?
Love So Sweet- Arashi (I hope he won't be singing it.)

33.If you wrote a book, what would it be about?
Bye Bye- Mariah Carey (Sounds like a will la.)

34.What sort of world ruler would you be?
Pocket Full Of Sunshine- Natasha Bedingfield (Yea, I'm going to shower the world with sun and laughter!)

35.Will you ever get a dog or cat?
Who Will You Think Of First- Nicholas Teo (Errr.)

36.What would you say at your Oscar/Nobel prize acceptance speech?
One Love- Arashi (Yea, I'll be thanking all my loved ones)

37.What is your superpower?
At The Beginning- Richard Marx & Donna Lewis ( Makes no sense)

38.Why are you attracted to enigmatic brooders?
I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me- Selena (Realllly?)

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This is one funny Tag I tell you!

Now, I tag

1. Jie Juan
2. Adelina

So...

Thursday, July 24, 2008

So...

So...

Nothing much to update these days. If I gave you my daily routine, you'd be asleep in the next 10 seconds of reading.

I didn't get to play paintball during my hols. Sad. Oh well. Another time then.

Friends are leaving for Aussie soon :( Didn't have enough time to spend with them la..

My YSD scholarship interview was okay. It was only the 1st stage. Praying for the best and leaving it to Him. Its best not to expect anything and you just might get it ;) Makes it feel sweeter. Met some really nice people there and even some old friends! Small world we live in.

Sometimes when we least expect it, small things happen to brighten our day :D

That last sentence was just for me to understand :)

I have a presentation in a few hours so going to practice more now. Will update later if I feel like it and lately, there hasn't been much motivation to blog about much. I think I'm beginning to see how dull my life is at the moment.

Till then, have a great week people ;D

Friday, July 18, 2008

Oh God. Please don't punish me for enjoying my holidays too much. :(

I never knew I would feel stressed on my first week of sem.

I'm gonna go cry now.

Update. Not like you care.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

4 different subjects this semester.

I have no background in any of them. Oh well, I do have abit. But my Add Maths is sooooo rusty okay?

And I think I have a substantial amount of reading to do for some subjects. Gah.

Oh pray for me people. I think I didn't really appreciate my holidays. Mid hols and I was wishing for uni again.

Oh heck. I need to go study now.

Listening: Warwick Avenue- Duffy, Love So Sweet- Arashi

Happy.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

I'm happy :D

Yeah, hope this feeling lasts a looooong time :D

I'm feeling so blessed.

I did quite well for my first sem. Guess the last minute reality check paid off. But I REALLY don't want to go through that period again. Means I must buck up this sem. Darn it, I haven't even cleaned out my drawers..

Now where are those textbooks... *poke poke, push, shove, brush off the dust, pull... ahha!* found them :P

Will be selling them off second hand if anyone is interested.

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Since this blog is so devoid of pictures, I will add a few ok? You know what, only one :) Keep you wanting more :D

This cutie here is my hairdresser's daughter. She has such pretty eyes la. BIG. And the longest eyelashes I tell you. And sooooooo adorable. Forgive my hair. Had it cut. Looks messy. I wanted a fringe. Didn't turn out :(

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Uni starting on Monday. Boohoo. :(

Tagged.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

1.What do you want the most now?
The most... Man, I need to get a list. Somewhere along the lines of getting good grades, reading my books, watching Grey's, meeting new people with the same interests,.. eating ice cream without putting on weight. Yup, somewhere along those things.

2.Who is the person you trust the most?
God and family.

3.Are you in love?
I doubt so.

4.If you have a dream come true..
People would be so much happier.

5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yeah. Well, it is scientifically proven after all. But Malaysia has crappy rainbows. Probably due to all the pollution. Go to Mauritius for beautiful ones. Seriously.


6.What's your goal for this year?
Doing well for my first year. Neeeeeeed to buck up.

7.Do you believe in eternity?
Heaven is eternity right? So yeah :D

8.Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she wanted to commit suicide?
Drama. Nope. Never broken anyone's heart.

9.What feeling do you love the most?
Happiness. Loved.

10.What are the requirements for your other half?
These kind of things are really for face-to-face conversations. So if you really are interested, let me know and I'll gladly tell you. But honestly, I don't have a long list of characteristics the other half MUST have. Honestly, as long as he treats me right, I'll be happy. That being said, I do have some PREFERRED characteristics. But those are for me to know, and well, you to ask.

11.What kind of feeling do you hate the most?
Regret.

12.Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
I try to. It's hard when the other person doesn't put in effort but yes, I do try :D I do hope I'm doing a good job ;)


13.What do you want to do in the future?
Again, there are just tooooo many things to list down. Off the top of my head: Travel the world, learn French, be involved in a charitable organisation, score good grades, write a book :D, find a job I am happy with, etc.

14.What is the most important thing in your life?
God, family, friends in that precise order.

15. How did you feel last night?
Tired but contented.

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
God and the people closest to me.

17.When do you think the world will end ?
I have no idea. Do you?

18.The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
Hopefully, I would have accomplished most of the things I have wanted to do already. Because it would be hard to do all that in one day.

19.What do you think of the person that tagged you?
My baybeh. Extremely smart, sweet, friendly has a contagious laugh and a great friend :)

20.What do you want to know right now?
I want to finish reading Persuasion by Jane Austen.

Then add 4 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post.

Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged!

1. Adelina
2. Chee Ping
3. Yi Qing
4. Adeline

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Since I have been so bored at home, I did a manicure.

I know it doesn't look as good as those professionals outside can make them look but I think they look pretty good for an amateur. Besides, I wouldn't part with my money to get my nails done. I never really cared much for my nails.

Being at home with abundant free time, I decided to do something with them lor. I've always loved the French manicure. What d'ya think?


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Hols are ending soon. Back to reality. See you guys back in coll.

Fly away weight.

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

I've gained weight laaaa.

Stupid chocs.

Even mum says so. Grrrr.

Diet time. Actually, since I stopped going to the gym more than a month ago, I realised it makes a huge difference to me.

I want high metabolism toooooo.

Sigggh.

Oooh. I got something today :D Ask me and I will tell you :D :D

Yup.Oh so screwed.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Oh here she is.

The test is oh, 8 hours away and instead of cramming like she should, she's busy blogging, blog hopping, facebooking, waching Ever After AGAIN, and God knows what else.

Screwed is what she is.

Then again, she never was one to function without pressure.

Sigh. The holidays have left her feeling like the world is all fun and games. And when she heads back for semester 2, she would probably be feeling as if she were floating on clouds again.

Oh the irony. Wait till she screws up something big time and then she starts to get her ass back on track. Why does she do it? Oh cause maybe she still hasn't learned her lesson.

And she always says she does.

Typing this makes her wonder why she even bothers to stress later and regret her wise decisions.

Okay okay. Now she feels a little guilty and will start cramming now. She does have SOME conscience of right or wrong.

Screwed is what she is.

She wants to go out :D

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

It's a nice feeling. To be remembered.

To see someone's face light up with genuine happiness when they see you. Tells you a lot. I like to think that I've made a difference in one way or another in your life as you have in mine.

It's a nice feeling.

And to my honey in UWE, PLEASE don't feel so stressed okay? You can do it.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Last paper finally finished today!!

Can you feel my relief??

Bet you do.

Aih. I made such a silly mistake in my paper. I wish I wasn't so forgetful and hopefully that mistake won't change my grade. Please, don't let it change my grade :)

Anyway. It's over.

Been watching Grey's. Bliss :)

Concentrate!

Monday, June 16, 2008

I hate it that I can't seem to concentrate more.

I believe fickleness is in my genes.

Tomorrow is my last paper and all I can think about is Grey's Anatomy which I have abandoned because of assignments and exams.

The good books I can indulge in once again. Ahhh..I haven't read a good book in more than a month.

Can FINALLY catch up on movies.

And wooooohoo. Friends coming from Melbourne. Finally. I miss them so.

Friday, June 13, 2008

One more. Just one more.

Two sides of the same.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

A little drunk on stats and econs :(

Me like this song now.



And a classic that never gets old. Reminds me of peaceful times. Yeah, I know. Random.

Monday, June 09, 2008

Someday in the future, be it near or far, you'll look back to this point in time and wonder if it was all worth it.

The things you did now. The choices you made. The things you gave up. Some small, some significantly big. You'll probably forget this moment existed. Because we can't hold on to every small detail in our lives. But if and when it comes back to you, you'll ponder on it. Thinking if it was all worth it.

rub a dub dub, three men in a tub.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Well, assignments are over.

Finals in less than 3 weeks.

I've made it this far. Haven't done as well as I thought I would, but no point living life with regrets right?

I'm not dead yet :P

Anyway, I doubt I'll be updating much for a while. There really is nothing to say.

So, good luck to all of you who will be sitting for finals soon, be it A levels, friends in Monash, Melbourne U etc etc.

EDITTED!!

A very special good luck to my honey in UWE :D :D

Jacka**

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

It's not like I was in the best of moods today.

Not feeling mad, just feeling a little stressed.

Then you come and kill my cute pumps. Ggggrrrr. Not to mention almost killing my little toe. The least you could do was apologise! It's not like you were a feather, dumbo.

Oh but nooo. You just walked past without a backward glance even after I yelped in pain. Ass.

Anyway, I bought a pink hairband today :D Its the cutest.

Small things make me happy.

Maybe there is a silver lining after all

Friday, May 09, 2008

You know, I have my weak moments. When it comes, I am a totally different person. It's not a good thing but I get through them somehow with some help of course.

That's the thing I love bout uni sometimes. People there help calm me down. It's a good feeling :)

One more to go. Just one more.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

It shouldn't be so hard.

But if it wasn't, would you move forward or remain stagnant?

I'm praying for a whole lot of calmness right now. Oh Lord, won't you hear me?

Friday, May 02, 2008

:(

Finally!.... A tag.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

I'm depressed over a number of things. But it all leads back to my stupidity and forgetfulness. It just NEVER gives me a break. No matter. Shall not rant now.

Tagged by Yi Qing.


5 things found in my bag:

1. Lipbalm
2. Wallet
3. Pencil box
4. Halls sweets
5. Tissue

5 things found in my wallet:

1. Cash
2. IC
3. ID cards
4. An atm card
5. Receipts

5 favourite things in my room:

1. My books
2. Accesories
3. Bed
4. Hairbands
5. Pictures

5 things I always wanted to do:

1. Learn French
2. Play paintball
3. Travel the world
4. Sing :)
5. Watch Broadway musicals

5 things I'm currently into:

1. Grey's Anatomy
2. Assignments
3. Sleeping
4. Bubble tea
5. Hairbands

List out the top 4 presents you wish for:

1. You really couldn't afford no 1. No point telling you the rest :)

The person who tagged you is:
Yi Qing

Your 5 impressions of him/her:

1. Friendly
2. Nice
3. Haven't met in a long time
4. I'm sorry i'm out of ideas :(

Most memorable thing he/she has done to you:
Gosh, we haven't talked in ages girl!! must meet up soon to catch up :D

If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Turn les. :) Nah. We're both straight :P

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
I don't see a reason for that

Pass the quiz to 5 as many people! (alphabetical order)

1. Adeline
2. Cheeps
3. Wei Jie
4. Germae
5. Wern Ching
6. Shan Miao

I doubt these ppl will have the time to do this. But it's just for the fun of it.

Think of me.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

It's just one of those days.

Just one of those days.

I feel dead.

I have no idea why. Sleeping isn't helping.

I'm thinking a lot about starving African kids nowadays when I eat. It's not doing much for my appetite.

Uh huh.

Monday, April 21, 2008

I'm one lucky girl. Don't ask. I'm afraid it might jinx my good luck.

Oh I am soooo thankful God.

I finished season 2 of Grey's. Yes yes, I KNOW. Stop drooling over McDreamy and the vet and start doing assignments. Pronto.

And I always wonder why I even bother to stress later. Procrastinate now and stress later. How sad is that?

Gosh, my posts are depleting. That's sad as well.

A dedication.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

She's 18 today.

And to think I only got to know her better in our upper secondary years. Like seriously. And I've known who she was for her brightness all through primary and secondary school.

NOW. I know way more than that. And I'm glad :)

NOW. Oh she is one girl you can't miss getting to know. You JUST can't.

Teehee.

Yup, and oh sooooooooo single :) (She's gonna kill me for this) :P


Did I mention her infectious laughter. It's her trademark. You can hear her a mile away. And you don't even have to try :D

Anyway, HAPPPY BLESSED 18TH GERMAE!!!

The little girl and the old man.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

The little girl sat at the table. Waiting for the food to arrive. Surrounded by family and love, she really couldn't ask for more.

But she did, you see. Always complaining about not getting enough of almost everything. Silently, she complained. Not getting enough pocket money. She was never satisfied with the way she looked. The good food and soft bed she came home to everyday. Her education, she sometimes took for granted by lazing around and never really taking the time to be serious. Yes. So every now and then she had a complain. Albeit small, but still a complain nonetheless.

The food came.

Way too much food for such a small family. But it has always been that way. The family never lacked food. It almost always came to a point when they had to pack the food.

She started to eat the good food laid out before her. Oh how she enjoyed it. Maybe not as much as she should have enjoyed it because she was so accustomed to good food.

"Here, eat this", said daddy.

"Here, have some of this", said mummy.

"Enough daddy! I'm so full, I'm forcing myself to eat this", said the little girl.

"Enough mummy, you eat it", said the little girl.

"We always order too much food", the little girl thought silently. Indeed they always did.

After the whole family was full with the good food, they sat at the table making small talk. Laughing at each other.

An old man walked in the restaurant at that moment. He was not very old. But old enough to be considered old. Wearing an old worn out shirt, a sarong and a pair of slippers, he obviously did not look very well off.

The little girl saw the old man walk around the restaurant. Nobody paid attention to him. A poor old man never receives much these days. The girl saw the old man search his wallet and pull out a few dollar notes. He counted them. Then looked at the prices of the food items on display.

Finally, he went to the counter to place his order. The girl was curious as to what he ordered knowing that the food in the restaurant was not cheap at all.

The old man sat at the next table. Alone.

The little girl and her family got up to leave the place. As she was leaving, she saw what the old man ordered.

What she saw, she will never forget.

The old man, probably not being able to afford most of the food on the menu, only ordered a plate of white rice and some curry on it. No side orders. No vegetables or even a piece of chicken or an egg.

And only moments ago she was complaining about the excess food she was always given.

It took an old man with his plate of white rice to show this small girl how fortunate she was. To be able to order the food she desired and get almost everything she wanted.

A lessoned learned through the life of another. Priceless.

Random.

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

I was checking my email.

An email from Monash came about a talk on how to overcome procrastination.

It's a sign I tell you. A HUGE sign with it screaming "Go for it!. God knows you need it."

But you see, I never was good at listening. Not when I don't want to listen.

Monash Cultural Night '08

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Apparently, the Monash Cultural Night is the biggest social event in the Monash student calender. This event is organised by MUISS (Monash University International Student Services) every year. Guess it still takes international students to show us a good time huh? Oh well. We'll get there. Malaysia Boleh, right? For the record, the emcees who were Malaysians except for one were not too bad. At least they looked good. Anyway, I'll leave the pics to do the talking. Did not take too many pics as my cam was kinda full. Check out Facebook for more.

I had a great time minus the bad organising of food. Of course I was with my babes. Yeah and someone couldn't make it. For the record, there were TONS of cute guys :) Just didn't manage to snap their pics for you :(

In advance, I'm sorry for the bad pics. I've never been handy taking pictures when people are moving :(

Theme was Colours of the World.

Awesome light show to get the crowd in the mood.

Dikir Barat. Malaysian performance with drums, clapping and singing.

Shoro Ritu. Traditional dance from Bangladesh.

OOOO.These girls were hot. Obviously they were working the crowd. Folk dance from Bangladesh.

Flavours of India. An Indian contemporary dance. They were one of the highlights of the night.

London School of Economics. No joking. Thats the band's name. Maybe they are all aiming to go there. They weren't half bad la.

Capoeira School. Brazilian blend of martial arts and dance. They were so fast my cam just couldn't take much more :(

Indonesian Youth Society. Saman dance from Indonesia.

Shradda. Singer who sang in Spanish.

Haha. Now here's a story. Albeit a little inconsequential for those who don't know him. He used to be my ex-school mate. But he probably doesn't remember me. I was never one of the popular kids and he was. So yeah, we never knew he had a voice and I seriously remember his voice as whiny. Surprisingly, he was not half bad. And he looks better since the last time I saw him. Oh, he's Aiman Hakim btw for those not from SS17.

Camwhore time!!! Mae, Lene, Me.

Mae and Lene.

Them again. I so nice la.

Mae, Me, Lene.

Evelyn and I.

Lene and I.

Ok ok. Sorry for the blurry pics and all. And there were seriously waaaay more performances than that. I was just tooo lazy to snap. I just enjoyed myself :D I paid for it! And I didn't even get my food :( Oh well. There was a great fashion show as well. Yup, no pics of that either. Will try to get them from friends later. The best performance went to a Persian band called Guitaraf. The international kids sure know how to liven things up :) Kudos to them for trying to fit in. And give US Malaysians a swell time as well. By the time I left, I was dead tired and half deaf because of all the screaming and cat calls. Yes, all the hot girls get all the attention. And people like me get the pain in the ears :(

Anyway, I had a great time with great friends and company.

:(

Friday, April 04, 2008

Maybe I deserve it for doing work at the last minute. But I didn't start RIGHT at the last minute :(Why can't my forgetfulness ever give me a break :( :( :( :(

Oh whatever. I'll just lift my head high and make sure the tears stay there. Cause I won't cry. I won't.

Not like I'm even remotely near to tears but it adds a little drama. But I am a teeny bit unhappy.

This blog is getting dry. Much like my life nowadays.

Going for Monash Cultural Night soon. Will update with pictures later.

Quickie!

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

God works in such mysterious ways its amazing.

After 2 weeks of fretting about my missing file, I found it right back where it was when I apparently lost it. Right on my desk. In the same classroom. Like it was never touched. I was beyond wondering how it could still be there. Honestly, I gave up all hope that I would find it. Today I went to class and saw it there. Even my gladness at seeing it had diminished. But I really am glad I found it now :)

Currently litening to The Click Five - Empty. Yea I know you aren't interested to know. Yes I am fickle and have changed from constantly listening to The Fray to numerous songs now. The Fray reminds me too much of Grey's so I try not to listen to it too much :)

Happy April Fool's Day. Not like you or I celebrate it. This day used to hold so much fun and laughter when I was younger and actually took the liberty to play childish pranks on friends and siblings. Today I would not have remembered it if not for the radio. I just assumed it was like any other day. Much like everything in life, the childhood innocence of an extra fun April Fools Day has lessened in years. Sometimes, a small prank can be quite useful in the life of a stressed out uni student. Reminds you of the time when you took such delights in it. Now you just brush away and grumble when you think of it or if someone plays a harmless one on you.
Yup, my sis played one on me. The old "there's something in you hair" trick. Yes, stop rolling your eyes. I fell for it. But just for that few seconds it was like being her age again. It felt quite nice. Then I smacked her for it :D

Till next time.

XOXO,
Sara

Uh oh.

Tomorrow is looming closer and closer. Somehow, time seems to speed up when you are heading for D-day.

Oh Lord, please please please let it just be in my head.

Did I mention Daughtry rocks my music world at the moment? No? Nevermind. Just trying to fill up space in this dull white patch I call my blog.

Go back to your very exciting lives my dear readers.