Update. Not.

Friday, June 29, 2007

I wanted to update. I felt the need to update mainly because I just can't stare at all those assignments anymore. My cerebrum is susceptible to work overload which might lead to brain damage. Heh.
And it doesn't help when friends say they have finished 99% of their work which I should have finished by now too. Oh boy. But I ain't got no computer skills lar. Save me. I should get Peter Petrelli to save me. Stop saving the world already lar. I am worth much more :)

Gosh, life sucks at times. But, I will look at the bright side although it looks kind of dim now :(

I am sleep deprived. It tells when the guys ask you if you are not getting enough sleep.

There was something I wanted to rant about. But I forgot what it was.
Sorry people.
I am sparing your eyesight by not ranting about the gazillion assignments I have due.
You see, I love all you people that read my blog :)

And I'm going to Penang tomorrow for the weekend. Perfect timing :(

I know this post is pretty pointless. But I felt the need to say something. Even if it lacks substance.

I'm wiser now.

Monday, June 25, 2007

"The stupid neither forgive nor forget;

the naïve forgive and forget;

the wise forgive but do not forget."

-Thomas Szasz

Which category do you belong to?

I used to live on the saying 'forgive and forget'.

But life is hard and sometimes, not very pretty.

Forgiving someone for wrong doing you doesn't mean forgetting that they have hurt you once.

You learn from there.

Lessons learned should never be forgotten

Ever.

Now I forgive but do not forget.

See, once I'm bitten, I don't turn shy.

I learn what not to do and in turn, become smarter.

Once bitten, I'm twice smart.

I'm growing wiser.

Rants

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Why does it take so long for an episode of One Tree Hill to download?? Why, why, WHY!?
GGRRR. I NEED it.

Cycle 8 of America's Next Top Model!!! WHEN is it coming out?? *EDITED: Coming out on Channel V on July 16*
I REALLY wanna watch it. Don't torture me :( Channel V is so darn slow. They already chose the winner in the US la!

Paris Hilton is getting paid a million bucks to sell her story of how she spent her time in PRISON! What is wrong with the world today?? Stupidity is spreading I tell you. Now going to jail is supposed to be a good thing. I hate her.
Next thing you know, every celebrity with a dying career is going to commit crimes to get into jail and then sell their story. Easy peasy money. Blah!
I think I should go to jail too. Spend 23 days only what. Then when I come out, I can yack about the terrible food, the ugly clothes they make you wear, the hard beds, the small cell, boring walls AND get paid a million bucks too.

And another..

Friday, June 22, 2007

Its a never ending tag world I tell you...

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
...business because she buys and then sells goods. In...
Blaarrggh. Accounts.

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Er. Okay. And the point is? To get me to do some exercise.

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Half of an episode of My Wife And Kids.

Without looking, guess what time it is.
8. 20 p.m.

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
8.22 p.m.

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The spinning fan.

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
10 minutes ago. Went out for dinner.

Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Checking Friendster.

What are you wearing?
Baggy shirt and shorts.

Did you dream last night?
I doubt so.

When did you last laugh?
A few minutes ago.

What are on the walls you are in?
A cross, lamps and a cute bear decor.

Seen anything weird lately?
Hmmm. Not really. I sometimes see weirdly dressed people in college if that counts.

What do you think of this quiz?
Its a way to run away from assignments.

What is the last film you saw?
Shrek 3. Again.

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
I want to travel the world! Buy clothes, shoes, bags, earrings! Superficial, I know. But its honest. But I WILL donate a few millions to charitable organisations.

Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I am interested in Greek mythology. And I want to write a book.

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Eradicate poverty.

George Bush:
Needs to get a kick in the arse.

Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Hahahahahahahahah. Okay okay. Sorry, but I sometimes think of names to call my children if I get any girls. Lets see. Right now, it would be Hayley.

Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Hayden. Or maybe Jayden.

Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes. Yes. Yes.

What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
" Your name is written in the book of life."

Tag 5 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
Swee Wei
Shaun
Nash
Audrey

Sorry. The rest don't come by my blog often.

The Paradox Of Our Time

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

The paradox of our time in history is that
we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers; wider freeways but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less. We buy more, but enjoy it less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families; more conveniences, but less time;
We have more degrees, but less sense; more knowledge, but less judgment;
more experts, but more problems; more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,
drive too fast, get too angry too quickly, stay up too late, get up too tired,
read too seldom, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life.
We’ve added years to life, not life to years.
We’ve been all the way to the moon and back,
but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor.

We’ve conquered outer space, but not inner space.
We’ve done larger things, but not better things.
We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.
We’ve split the atom, but not our prejudice.
We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait.
We plan more, but accomplish less.
We write more, but learn less.
We build more computers
to hold more information
to produce more copies than ever,
but have less communication.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion;
tall men, and short character; steep profits, and shallow relationships.
These are the times of world peace, but domestic warfare;
more leisure, but less fun; more kinds of food, but less nutrition.
These are days of two incomes, but more divorce;
of fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throw-away morality,
one-night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do
everything from cheer to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the show window
and nothing in the stockroom;
a time when technology can bring this letter to you,
and a time when you can choose either to share this insight,
or to just hit delete.

-George Carlin-

We're all guilty of one part, if not all that is mentioned in the poem. Don't even try to deny it.
Our world is so different now. Maybe it's not such a wonderful place after all. Sigh.
Show me a miracle and give me sanity.
Walk with me and tell me it's just the way life is.

But if you are gonna tell me that's the way life is, then tell me exactly what that way is.

Happy?

Monday, June 18, 2007

I shall update due to the constant requests of my fans :)

I had my hair cut. Its shorter now.

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I spent a whole hour figuring out what the heck the accounts question was about. Then I called a friend and she said we just had to ignore the part I was fretting about. Oh my gooooooooshhhh. Somebody kill me. I liked you, accounts. I really did. Back when you weren't so complicated.

"Why you have to go and make things so complicated?"

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You don't know how conceited you are sometimes. I remember something a girl said when asked what do girls look for in the opposite sex. Her response, priceless.

Girl X: Confidence, NOT arrogance.
*Sara claps loudly*
Amen to that.

There's a fine line between the two.
Confidence:
1. Freedom from doubt; belief in yourself and your abilities
2. A state of confident hopefulness that events will be favourable
Arrogance:
1. Overbearing pride evidenced by a superior manner toward inferiors

Look, I love confidence in a guy. Not being hypocritical okay. I know I am not the most confident person in the world either. But I try. And underneath all my self doubt is a pride and confidence even you can't put out.
So please. A little humility never hurt anyone. Confidence is attractive but yours is verging, if not already on, arrogance. Arrogance btw, is a huge turn off. When you began to sound like you know everything, how wrong the whole bloody world is when really, you are the one the world laughs at behind your back and you are just ignorant to it, dictate what I should do when I'm clearly doing my best for your part, God help me, it gets my blood boiling. And it really is starting to hit the boiling point.

The infuriating thing is, you don't know how much you get on my nerves sometimes. When I sometimes let out how I really feel about your ever growing ego or even when I shut up and don't reply, you say I am mean. I don't answer sometimes because I don't want to say something to bruise your ego. Which honestly needs a kick. Please lar. I am SO not mean. Ask anyone who knows me well enough. Which reminds me, you don't know me remotely well.

I've had enough.

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On a happier note... Milo Ventimiglia is STILL hot!! *swoons* * faints*
His latest portrayal as Fergie's love interest in her latest video makes me hate her for the whole 5 minutes and 4 seconds of the video :)
Its so unfair that she gets to spend time with him while I spend time with textbooks :(
For the last time, Milo Ventimiglia is not the maker of the milo drink okay.
Reminds me. I had a cup of Milo the drink today because that's as close as I'll ever get to the real thing :( :(

It comes.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Love comes in the form of God, family and close friends.

Relief comes will come in the form of finishing final sem exams.

Happiness comes in the form of finding that cute tee that is 50% off and being able to browse through rows and rows of books.

Euphoria comes in the form of having your figures in accounts balance.

Felicity comes when you find a pair of to die for heels.

Resentment comes in the form of a certain person.

Stress comes in the form of assignments and exams.

Digressing comes in the form of blogging when you actually have a million assignments due.

Frustration comes when the bloody computer hangs before you are able to save those 2 hours worth of important note taking.

Total bliss is lazing around and doing nothing.

Stupidity comes in the form of making stupid, careless mistakes.

Terror comes in the form of mean looking cockroaches.

Loneliness comes in the form of eating alone.

Desire comes in the form of wanting to enter a university that is quite out of reach at the moment.

Feeling annoyed is having to deal with your arrogance.

A good time comes in the form of catching a movie or 2 with my babes.

Gladness comes in the form of finishing those awful assignments.

Being content comes in the form of a lazy afternoon and being able to enjoy a good book.

Laziness comes when you have to do research for Malaysian Studies.

Dread comes when piano exam is less than 2 months away.

Anger comes when you diss my friends.

Respect comes when I see you standing up for yourself and not letting people dictate the way you should act.

Tiredness comes when you are waking up at 4am to finish homework and assignments.

Appreciating comes when you realise you are so much more fortunate compared to the millions of people out there.

A sense of belonging is having a bunch of great friends who will never let you down.

Feeling irritated is receiving spam mail.

Delight comes when you are able to enjoy an Oreo McFlurry.

Deep thinking comes when you are left alone with your thoughts.

Ignorance comes when you don't exactly know what is happening in the world around you.

Pure joy comes when you are finally getting the hand of driving down slopes.

Reality is when you wake up and find that marrying Milo Ventimiglia was just a dream.

Yet another tag.

Monday, June 11, 2007

2nd post for the day. Not like it contains much substance or anything deep and meaningful or profound. Whatever.

I've been tagged again. Since I got a good shelling for not finishing my last tag, I'll make it a point to complete this. Just in case I get another one in the future and I can avoid finishing that. Only of its boring.

Here goes..

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE
Name : Sara Kang
Birth Date : 21.02.1989
Current Status : Single
Eye Colour : Brown
Hair Colour : Black with fading highlights
Right or left : righty

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage : Friend says I'm half ang moh cause I can't speak no Mandarin. But I'm still a pure chinese. Unless there WAS some mat salleh blood along the line. But I doubt so. Can't blame a girl for wondering.
My Fears : cockroaches and any insect with more than 4 legs.
My weaknesses : Chocs. Orea McFlurry.
My Perfect Pizza : Spicy

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My thoughts first waking up : Am I late?
My bedtime : 11-12
My most missed memory: High school.

LAYER 4 : MY PICK
Pepsi or coke : Neither. I like water.
Single or group dates : Single
Adidas or Nike : Nike.
Tea or Nestea :Either one suits me.
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee : Capp.

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...
Smoke : No
Curse : At times.
Take a shower : Of course.
Have a crush : Yup yup.
Think you've been in love : No.
Go to school : College. Although I did get a comment during the weekend that I looked like I was still schooling. Made me oh so happy that I look younger for once.
Want to get married : In the future, yeah. I love looking at bridal gowns :) Plus, I think I have too many cousins who are getting married.
Believe in yourself : Most of the time.
Think you're a health freak : At times. But sometimes I just act like that to irritate friends :)

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST
Drank alcohol : Yup.
Gone to the mall : Yes.
Been on stage : Yeahhh.
Eaten sushi : Yum yum.
Dyed your hair : Highlighted.

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER...
Played a stripping game : No.
Changed who you were to fit in : Once. It was only for a short period. I learned a lot from there. I learned what not to do.

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To be married : I honestly don't know. I just want to finish this semester in one piece first.

LAYER 9 : IN A GUY..
Best eye colour : Brown or Blue.
Best hair colour : Brunette or blonde.
Short hair or long hair : Short hair.

LAYER 10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A minute ago : Doing this tag.
Hour ago : Accounts. I abandoned it for this.
1 day ago : At the rally.
1 month ago : College life.
Year ago : Studying for SPM.

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : Anything that makes me feel happy.
I feel : Tired and irritable.
I hate : Many things.
I hide : Things I don't want you to know.
I miss: The simple times.
I need : Motivation and some nice words.

LAYER 12 : TAG 5 PEOPLE
Fine. I taggggg...
Mae
Wern Ching
Audrey
Sook Jing
Shaun

None.

Sitting here at 8.30 in the morning, looking at the wonderfully intricate designs of the black keyboard while my stubby little fingers type out these exact words is strangely more exciting than typing out overdue assignments. Cause, well, assignments require you to think to a certain level. And I just can't think right now. Well, I can think. But not of assignments.

I'm so distracted.

We Are Girls.

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Yes, girls go to the toilet/wash room in groups. Its inborn. Don't question it cause you can never win. Sometimes its for our safety. Sometimes, we just wanna yack about the latest shoes and that cute tank top. And sometimes, we wanna gossip about you boys.

See, we hold hands :) It really defines us. This picture is definitely better than...

this. BORING.

Random Musings.

Monday, June 04, 2007

You know what?

I suddenly wished I had a place to brood. My own place that, well, is off limits to everyone unless you are invited. To brood with me of course. Yeah, that would be nice. If I'm angry and you can't find me, I'd probably be at my brooding place :) Not like I'm that way all the time. But sometimes, yeah. When I'm happy and want some time to enjoy it, to bask in my own happiness without you to rain down on it, I'll go there too. So maybe its not a brooding place. I'll rephrase that. Its just technically my place.

Not a big place. Preferably small, with a space for a maximum of 4 people or less (well, it is my place) . Preferably dark as well but can still maintain its visibility. Preferably with a shade. In case it rains.

Maybe some place above my condo? I've always wondered if I can go there. Never actually ventured up there. You can stop laughing now. I know la my drawing skills suck big time.

Okay. Maybe I've been watching one too many episodes of OTH and The OC. But I want a place like what Mischa/Marissa has when she was in the previous seasons of OC. That guardhouse she always runs too? Yeah, that's the kind of place I want. Its like, her place ya know. And Hilarie/Peyton from OTH? She has that little place under some bridge. Maybe its not too obvious in previous seasons but in season 4, she does go there.

OTH and OC are so alike. I can go on and on about their similarities. I just wonder sometimes why is it that its always the main blonde girl character in the shows that are always so disturbed. The brunette girls have their fair share but its always the blondes who dominate that boys/stalkers category. Blah. TV. Whatever. Drama like that is best watched anyway. Entertainment mah. Who wants THAT kind of life? For high school/college students, they sure don't study much. Why go to college at all then? Then again, we wouldn't wanna watch young, hot hunks and babes studying right?

I think I digress too much. Alright. Back to assignments :(

YED

Friday, June 01, 2007

I'm super tired. Even though I'm dead tired, I'll update my blog. With pics :) See, I'm nice. But not too nice la.
And I feel bad bout the thing I spoiled okay? I really am sorry. I didn't mean it. Well none of my classmates read my blog anyway so it wouldn't mean anything if I say it here.
A BIG thanks to all my friends who took time to come to the YED. Namely Charlene, Kerry, Drey, Mae, Wei Jie, Xin Fang, Nash, Cheeps, Wern Ching. Oh Heng, thanks for that little promo and coming to my stall to teman me thing. *hugs* See, how those guys insult me :( And of course my family and cousins!! Thanks. It really meant a lot.

Anyway. PICTURES. Or whatever we managed to snap. Which is VERY few. Cause I was a busy, busy girl. We only had time to take pictures after the whole thing ended.

The few of us who remained for the results to be announced.

Our chocolate fountain.

Emo-ing is for girls. Guys, well, they learn from us :) But the guys in my class rule this section.

See, SMILE. It ain't that hard.

** Sorry for the lack of pics. I have to get more from my classmate :) Will update if I have the time.